Chapter 1: The beginning of abnormal love

"Zhang Hao!" When I was about to reach the rental community, a familiar figure appeared on the roadside and called me.

"I've told you a hundred times, you are not allowed to call me Zhang Hao!" I didn't go to meet her, and talked to her two or three meters away.

"Then you call me sister!"

"Get lost, tell me if you have something to say." I was a little irritated, not because I hated her, but because I was a little afraid of her digging.

"Forget it, go!... Hey... Are you really leaving? Your mother asked me to bring you something!"

I stopped, but didn't look back. I was filled with mixed feelings, joy, anger, shame, expectation, self-blame, and I couldn't help but clench my fists.

At the same time as a familiar body fragrance blew into my nose, my clenched fists were held by the girl's hands behind me, and my tense body suddenly relaxed.

As I expected, no matter how I lose my temper, she will not be angry with me. She is my childhood sweetheart. Her name is Shen Rui, two years older than me. She has been naive since she was a child. Although she is two years older, she has been following me, trying to please me, and centering on me since I was sensible.

Our two families are old friends. We get together for dinner every few days. The two children visit each other every day. When they are tired of playing, they stay at home and sleep in the same bed. It was not until I entered junior high school that I knew the difference between men and women. I was very smart in learning. I could understand Shen Rui's textbooks at a glance without any teacher. I studied ahead every year and could even guide her learning. I skipped a grade in junior high school and became Shen Rui's classmate. I learned high school courses ahead of her. I ranked first in the school and the class every year. Before the college entrance examination, people were guessing the questions. I took the most complicated way, which was to give Shen Rui extra lessons and fully understand all the courses. In the end, I was admitted to the computer department of a 985 key university without any dispute. I also brought Shen Rui to the same university.

Shen Rui dragged my hand with both hands and pulled me into the shade of the trees on the roadside. "What is the conflict between you and Aunt Ouyang? You and your son are obviously very concerned about each other's news!"

"It's okay, don't worry about it!" I didn't want to answer, and I didn't even want to recall the embarrassing past.

"Then do you want to take the civil service exam with me? Our city is recruiting a lot of people this year!" Shen Rui didn't care and changed the subject. She was used to me having an opinion and no one could change it, and those opinions were always correct.

"No! I want to go my own way!" I clenched my fist again. "Where are the things? Give them to me, I have something else to do!"

"Hey! Do you want to be so ruthless? You said on WeChat that you would treat me to a meal!"

"That's what you said! I didn't agree!"

"You agree if you don't object! Humph... and I'll get your diploma for you! I'll give it to you after dinner!"

"Next time, I really have something to do today!" I stared into Shen Rui's eyes with a firm attitude.

Ten seconds later, she compromised.

"In the car, two large boxes, I'll help you carry them up! Which building and floor do you live in?" Shen Rui said as she walked to the side of the road and opened the trunk of a very eye-catching convertible.

"No, you don't have to follow me, I'm moving tonight." I picked up two big suitcases and turned to leave. "By the way, the car is pretty nice." "My dad said, tell him what car you like..." I heard Shen Rui stamp her feet and yell at me, but I didn't respond. It was good enough that she replied to your WeChat and told you where to find me. Although I acted as if nothing had happened, my heart was already turbulent. I stayed calm and only stayed within Shen Rui's sight. After I got away, I almost ran back to the rental house. I couldn't wait to open the suitcase without even closing the door. There was a box full of clothes and a box of food I liked. I carefully searched every corner and the pockets of the clothes, but there was nothing! There was no letter I was expecting! There was only a piece of paper wrapped around a bank card, and on the paper was an expectant handwriting, "Son, this is Mom's salary card, take it and spend it, don't remember the past! The password is your birthday!"

"Mom!" My voice was trembling, my nose was sore, and my eyes were swollen. I couldn't understand myself now, and there was no way to free myself. I couldn't extinguish the desire in my heart. Forcing myself to be away from my mother for three years did not extinguish my desire. Instead, my mind flashed my mother's beautiful figure countless times. My mother is the pain that I can't forget in my heart. I have a serious Oedipus complex. My mother Ouyang Li is 170 cm tall, with a pair of slender and straight long legs, huge buttocks, a flat belly, and a pair of 36E-level tall and big breasts, a gorgeous and delicate face, big eyes, a high nose bridge, and thin bright red lips. It is said that a son will not dislike his mother's ugliness, not to mention that my mother's face and figure are the focus of everyone's attention wherever she goes.

I have been independent since I was a child, but I am unwilling to give up any opportunity to snuggle in my mother's arms. In my mother's arms, I quietly developed sexual enlightenment and sexual development. The seed of mother love has taken root like a banyan tree, and it has filled my heart. I disdain those girls of the same age or even more mature and beautiful women. In front of my mature and intellectual mother, they are all passers-by and have no chance to enter my heart. Similarly, when the mother love surges, I even forget the image of my father.

The things three years ago reappeared in my mind irresistibly.

It was during the summer vacation of my freshman year. My father went on a business trip again. My mother went to chat with Shen Rui's mother. When no one was at home, I felt like I had planted grass in my heart. I sneaked into my parents' room again, found my mother's panties, smelled the special fragrance on them, and reached into my pants to pinch the extremely itchy penis. It's not that I don't want the panties that my mother just changed, but my mother has a habit of washing her panties by hand when taking a bath.

At this moment, I was completely different from my usual aloofness. I took a deep breath of the strange fragrance on the crotch of the underwear, imagining that it was wrapped around my mother's sexy and plump mons pubis and the sweet entrance to my mother's peach garden. I imagined that I was lying on my mother's thighs and carefully observing the entrance to my mother's peach garden, using my hands and tongue to explore the place where I was born. I was looking forward to hugging my mother like a lover and sleeping naked with her body every day.

I desperately kneaded my itchy penis, closed my eyes and fantasized about my mother's body. A strong pleasure rose from my crotch, filling my chest along my spine like lightning, and waves of numb pleasure surged to the top of my head. Then I trembled and exploded, leaning against the closet door.

When I finished shivering and opened my eyes, I suddenly found my mother's dignified face staring at me at the door. At that moment, I collapsed. I was more panicked than ever in my life. I frantically searched for excuses in my mind, but I couldn't find anything. In a daze, my mother's underwear fell on the floor, and the semen in the underwear flowed down my legs like ice water. I sat down on the chair with my head down, feeling ashamed.

The atmosphere in the room froze for a long time until my mother hugged me into her arms and comforted me, "Zhang Hao has grown up, this is normal, but you can't fantasize about your mother, this is immoral and against human ethics."

I was speechless, raised my hands to hug my mother's back, but felt inexplicably ashamed and full of guilt.

"Zhang Hao has been in college for a year, and it's time to find a girlfriend. This is human instinct, there is no need to suppress it, and mom doesn't blame you." Mom continued to comfort me.

Mom was still nagging and comforting my self-esteem, but I was lost in her body fragrance. I tried with my hands, hung them between her lower back and her perky buttocks, and then hugged her tightly. She might have thought that I was blaming myself and didn't resist, but she didn't know that I had entered a fantasy world. I haven't hugged my mother's waist like this since junior high school. This is a scene I have been looking forward to for a long time. This is the scene I fantasized about countless times when I masturbated.

Mom gently stroked my ears. "Zhang Hao, can I help you find a girlfriend?"

"I don't want it!" I blurted out instinctively.

"Men need a girlfriend when they grow up, and women need it too. They need a member of the opposite sex both physically and mentally."

"I don't want it. They are not as good as mom!"

"You!" Mom felt that something was wrong. She struggled a few times but in vain. I hugged her tightly, her majestic breasts rubbed against my head, and my hands touched her perky buttocks everywhere.

"Zhang Hao, let me go!" Mom's voice started to get louder.

"I don't want it!" I was already in a state of animalistic rage. I lifted up the hem of Mom's skirt and put my hand along the groove of her spine, sticking to Mom's smooth skin and getting into her panties.

My mother's plump buttocks clamped violently, and my hands could not find a gap to explore the acupuncture points I dreamed of. I could only rub my mother's perky buttocks. The plump buttocks were full of strength at this moment, preventing me from exploring the most secret place between her crotch.

"Zhang Hao! Let me go!" Mom struggled violently, swinging her buttocks vigorously to avoid my hand that was touching her randomly.

After working hard for a long time but failing to get in, I changed one hand, hugged my mother's waist tightly, pressed my face against her lower abdomen, and reached into her panties from the front with the other hand. She wanted to clamp her legs, but I pulled her down hard, and she had to sit on my thighs. Then I bent down and lowered my head to my mother's chest. One hand passed through the lush shade grass, and the palm of my hand instantly wrapped around her plump pubic mound, wrapping around the place I dreamed of.

My palms could feel the wetness and heat between my mother's legs. I tightly covered her plump mons pubis, and rubbed my fingertips in her firm buttocks. I let her small hands slap my head and back and scold me. I just stood there motionless, feeling the temperature and touch between my mother's legs.

I was immersed in my own world and couldn't extricate myself. I hugged my mother's waist and covered her mons pubis as if I owned the whole world. I went to college thinking that I would be away from my mother, would put an end to the abnormal love that was about to move, and would quit masturbating every night when I fantasized about my mother's body and her every frown and smile. I didn't expect that the seed of love for my mother would grow like wild weeds in my heart, making my whole body numb. I took the initiative to search for all the articles about mother-son love, trying to explain my impulse and cure my mental illness, but I didn't expect that the description of each article could touch my physical desire, trigger my sexual impulse and sexual fantasy, and produce a strong sexual desire. I looked for all the secret places to masturbate, and after a shiver, I returned to the saintly mentality and began to repent for my behavior. I even accepted a girl's confession, but then I found that compared with my mother, she was so thin, so naive, and so brainless.

I let my mother pull my hair with both hands, and I hugged her body hard, laying her flat on my knees, burying my whole face in her plump chest, and one hand went straight through her lower abdomen into her underwear, directly exploring her most secret crotch.

My mother was still struggling, still scolding me, and still slapping the back of my head with both hands, but I was already looking for the life channel between my mother's crotch regardless of anything. My mother's kicking legs could not interfere with my middle finger sinking into her hot vagina. Although it was still a little dry, I couldn't bear to take my finger out once it was in. My fingertips kept teasing my mother's plump labia majora, and my fingertips kept digging, exploring the angle of entry.

My mother's legs had given up struggling, but the muscles of her thighs would straighten from time to time as I dug. The labia majora and labia minora were already covered with love juice as my fingertips rubbed, and the entire plump pubic mound was already slippery. My middle finger was also inserted into the cave of my mother's vulva. I could feel that my mother's clitoris had erected in my palm, rubbing my palm as I dug.

My middle finger was swallowed by my mother's vagina. I bent my fingers as the video said and held my mother's urinary organ from the inside of her vagina. While stimulating her G-spot and clitoris, my middle finger and thumb squeezed her urinary tissue and rubbed it slowly.

The video tutorial was right. My mother's body reaction told me that this method was irresistible to women. My mother had stopped struggling. Her legs were half open and trembling from time to time. Sometimes she would subconsciously clamp my hand.

I thought I had conquered my mother's body as I had planned countless times in my dreams. I looked up at my mother's face with pride. In an instant, my inner excitement sank to the bottom. What a scene I saw!

My mother's hands drooped weakly, her delicate face was without a trace of luster, full of helplessness and despair, two tear marks crossed her temples and sank into her long hair that was no longer flying, her blank eyes were dead silent, this was different from my dream, my mother in my dream would love because of sex, give up worldly thoughts and go to Wushan with me, then we would enjoy the forbidden ecstasy without telling anyone, I would make my mother fall in love with me step by step, and I would guard my mother forever.

At that moment, I woke up. I stood up suddenly and punched myself in the face, muttering "What the hell am I doing! What the hell am I doing! What the hell am I doing!" I rushed back to my room. I didn't open the door with my hands. I used my head and body to knock it open. I turned around the room frantically. I just felt that I had an emotion that was about to explode. I didn't know whether it was regret or shame, or the pride of my mother turned into the anger of a beast. I turned on the cold water valve and flushed myself with cold water for ten minutes. The cold water extinguished my impulse and froze my thoughts. When I came out of the bathroom, I found that the house was still dead silent. If I made any loud noise at ordinary times, my mother would come to me and ask about my concern at the first time. However, I knocked the door and flushed the water for so long, but my mother didn't move at all. Did she feel disappointed and desperate about my beastly behavior? I was very panicked and kicked the chair over with my foot. After a long time, my mother still didn't move. I rushed to the door of her room and saw that she had packed her clothes and was sitting on the bed, looking at me in shock, with tears in the corners of her eyes.

I knelt in front of her with a plop, my wet hair and clothes kept dripping with water. I didn't know how to express my apology. I lost my dignity in front of my beloved. I didn't know how to face the future life.

I picked up the solid hand sanitizer bottle beside the bed and hit my head hard again and again until the shocked mother reacted and hugged me into her arms. At this moment, she no longer cared about the barrier between men and women, and protected me in her warm arms to prevent me from self-abuse.

"Mom can understand the impulse of adolescence..." Mom calmed down and spoke intermittently.

Mom couldn't understand my crazy love and possessiveness for her, let alone my self-blame. The more she comforted me, the more I couldn't face my heart, and the more ashamed I was. If I let it go, I would deny my love support. If I forgave myself, I would escape the mistake I made to my beloved. I tilted my head and hit myself hard until my mother put her face against my head and covered my head in her arms with both hands.

The warm and soft embrace made me feel safe and comfortable, and I gave up self-punishment, but I didn't let myself go. I took the initiative to break free from my mother's arms. The warm embrace made me feel dirty.

I went back to the room and took off my wet clothes one by one, put on a pair of big shorts and lay on the bed. I lay like a corpse for three days and three nights. I didn't eat a bite of the food my mother sent to the bedside, and I seemed to be unable to hear her talk to me.

When I finally got up, I had closed myself off, suppressed all emotions to the lowest point, and let reason support my actions.

I was like a hedgehog, using my talents to speak coldly to everyone and offended everyone. Even my father had a serious conversation with me, saying that I had talent but couldn't be so lacking in emotional intelligence, and that a person must get the recognition and resonance of people around him to realize the value of his existence, but how could the unspeakable secrets and embarrassment be easily solved.

Even if I closed myself off like this, I couldn't stop my mother's charm. After returning to school, the strong longing for her was like wild weeds growing wildly. Every night when it was quiet, the strong physiological impulse would be like a fountain that could not be suppressed. As soon as I closed my eyes, my mother's image would appear in front of me. She was naked on her plump body, her snow-white breasts stood upright on her chest, and under the dark inverted triangle of pubic hair was the ecstasy I had always dreamed of. The soft touch engraved in my heart aroused my heart. Her dignified and mature face had an intellectual beauty and a unique flavor.

Even though I knew I would blame myself and suffer afterwards, I still imagined my mother's image without hesitation, stroking my hard cock, imagining that my mother let go of her body and mind and made love with me, suppressing her heavy breathing so that I could find the pleasure of suffocation, and gradually entering a state of ecstasy. In my mind, my mother opened her legs and let me insert her cock into the cavity where I was born. My mother's dignified face glowed with infinite spring love, her hands caressed my chest, her legs wrapped around my waist to control me to conquer her body, I imagined the wetness and warmth in my mother's vagina, and while imagining the fragrance on my mother's body, I seemed to see my mother's satisfied eyes, imagining that she took the initiative to sit on me, supporting my strong chest with her hands, swinging her waist to pursue the pleasure and climax I gave her, and when she collapsed on me, I hugged her plump buttocks, stroking my cock at full speed to shoot out streams of milky white semen, trembling and enjoying the pleasure of the climax for a few seconds.

After the physical and mental pleasure, I felt guilty again, and it repeated again and again, but the guilt without punishment became less and less. Compared with the ecstasy of the shivering climax ejaculation, the guilt became less and less worth mentioning. I was addicted to it and didn't want to go home anymore. I was afraid to face the real mother. I liked my mother's charming face in my fantasy world, her body full of desire, and her infinite love and cooperation for me. We were entangled in the fantasy world, needing each other and comforting each other.

Every time I went home during the holidays, I deliberately created trivial matters to test my mother's attitude. Every time I had a simple exchange, I tried every means to express my love. Every time I got an imagined response, I thought it was my mother's love. It was not until it became dull that I realized that everything was my own self-love. My mother simply treated me as an indeterminate young boy. My behavior and words were the same as before, but she strictly guarded the male-female defense against her son. What I showed off was her maternal comfort, not the love I imagined.

Chapter 2: Self-redemption

For two years, I was like a psychopath. There was a voice deep in my heart asking me to destroy my sexual ability. When I became impotent and eliminated this sexual impulse, I could go home, get along with my mother normally, and take care of her until the end of her life. But at the same time, I still kept a dream, hoping that the dream of living together with my mother could come true.

Masturbating crazily, five, six, seven or eight times a day, I couldn't tell whether I was punishing my sexual impulse or indulging in the pleasure of orgasm. I was squandering my sexual ability unscrupulously. I felt vaguely that I seemed to be addicted to masturbation. The orgasm of those few seconds in my lower body seemed to become eternal in my brain.

The unspeakable abnormal love, the gap between reality and dream, and the repeated unrequited love accumulated many disappointments and loneliness. Every time it seemed like a broken heart, but I couldn't find a channel to vent.

When I was a senior, I suddenly felt like I was running to the girls' dormitory and shouting the name of the girl who had been sending me messages for two years. I turned a deaf ear to the whistles and cheers until she rushed into my arms and cried. I gently patted her back and I burst into tears. Who else in the world could understand the pain of unrequited love better than me?

She was a junior, her name was Yingyue, very ordinary but very persistent. Although I never responded, she didn't care. From asking someone to send me a message to handing me the message directly, she didn't care about other people's comments and ridicule. I felt the same way and thought that people with unrequited love were all in the same group. Only those who were tortured by unrequited love had true feelings, just like me. She was even much braver than me.

When Shen Rui learned that I was in love, she also came to join in the fun. Soon she became friends with Yingyue as my sister. Shen Rui had never been in a relationship, but she had been a school beauty for several years as a white, rich and beautiful woman. She didn't refuse or accept many suitors, and was always close and distant.

Shen Rui revealed my childhood embarrassment while transforming Yingyue's image. After taking Yingyue to the beauty salon for several image design, Yingyue was like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon. Suddenly, she amazed everyone and transformed into a sunny and beautiful girl while adding a bit of sexiness.

We started a formal date. I took the initiative to hold her hand and strolled on campus. In the cafeteria, she put the meat and vegetables in her bowl into my mouth. I tried my best to play my role. I accompanied her everywhere. At her request, I took her to visit all the famous attractions in the capital. This was different from the one-week relationship I accepted in my freshman year. This time I regarded Yingyue as the antidote for life. I suppressed all the messy things and tried to make myself more compatible with Yingyue.

I began to understand her preferences and solve her academic problems. I knew the pain of unrequited love. I tried my best to take care of her. I tried to satisfy and compensate her one-sided love. I thought that if I had a girlfriend and tried to fall in love with her, the sinful thoughts about my mother would fade and then disappear, and then return to normal life.

She was from the south, and she asked me to call her Ah Yue, and I followed her advice. She tried to find my hobbies by asking and probing, and tried to find resonance. I also let myself go to let her know my preferences. I took the initiative to hold her hand, and she took the initiative to hug me.

When we kissed for the first time, Ah Yue's reaction was very enthusiastic. Her thin arms hugged my neck and raised her head to suck my lips. Her flexible and small tongue took the initiative to drill into my lips, making me subconsciously hug her back and stick out my tongue to communicate with her. I rudely sucked the flexible little tongue with my lips, making her struggle in my mouth. Her petite body moved and rubbed in my arms, and I couldn't help but tie her tightly in my arms.

That beautiful time made me forget the abnormal love with my mother.

Until that night, I took Ah Yue to the hotel room...

There was no inquiry or response before going, and no conversation after entering the room. We took the initiative to kiss and take off each other's clothes. Her hot body was imprinted on my chest, her small pigeon breasts slid on my chest, her flat belly squeezed my big cock, pressed it between our lower abdomens, my hands slid on her back, and finally wrapped her small buttocks and kneaded them.

I greedily explored the mouth of this junior sister with my tongue, wrapped her small buttocks with both hands to lift her off the ground, and stretched out a finger to touch the private area between her crotch.

After touching the softness between her crotch, I couldn't help comparing her with my mother's in my heart. Hers was smaller and drier. When I pressed my fingers, it seemed as if I was sinking into cotton candy. It didn't get wet and slippery as quickly as my mother. This comparison flashed through my mind like lightning, and then I abandoned it. The nature of men made me indulge in the exploration of female reproductive organs.

I released one hand and pressed Ah Yue's upper body against my chest, letting her chin rest on my shoulder. I put my other hand through her hip groove, wrapped it in my palm, supported her small pubic mound, and gently patted her labia and clitoris with my fingertips. Her breathing became heavier on my shoulder, and her slightly cold little hands subconsciously touched my back.

Gradually, Ah Yue's vagina began to get wet. She raised her legs and clamped my waist, exposing everything between her legs for me to pick. My hand slid from her left thigh to her right thigh. When passing through her small but plump vagina, her whole body would tense up, but I knew she was looking forward to me touching her vagina, because she would hold her breath and press my back nervously with both hands until my hand slid past her before she would breathe a sigh of relief.

I put Ah Yue on the pink bed. She wanted to close her legs but saw my fiery eyes. Then she shyly tilted her head to one side, closed her eyes and raised her knees. This posture was that she closed her thighs, but also obeyed my will, spreading her calves to expose her vagina.

Looking at the small peach-shaped vagina between her tightly closed thighs, I impatiently held her ankles with both hands and pushed forward. With her moaning, her vagina completely opened up to the sky and appeared completely in front of my eyes. It was the first time I saw a real vagina. It was a completely different feeling from watching porn on the computer.

I stared at this organ that proves a woman's identity, the channel that breeds life. The white and tender surface and the pink in the cracks are so touching, and the natural lines are so sweet and attractive. I saw the lush grass outside the vulva being blown by my heavy breath, the contrast between the black pubic hair and the white labia majora is so strong, and the pink inside the labia majora is so attractive. My breath and gaze seemed to give Ah Yue a strong stimulation. Her pink anus contracted and tightened, driving the inside of the vulva to wriggle, as if a small mouth was swallowing something.

I put my knees into Ah Yue's waist and knelt down to cushion her body, so that Ah Yue's lower body was open to the sky, holding her thighs with both hands, enjoying this visual feast, she blushed and glanced at me from time to time, as if to confirm whether I was satisfied with her body.

Carefully engraving the lower body of the first woman in my life in my mind, I reached out and gently opened the already shining vagina, and what came into view was the pink labia minora. There was a small pink bean on their heads, and the pair of labia minora were tightly clamped together. Their tails were the life passages of humans. Men would subconsciously insert their penises into the flesh holes, and with a little more force, the pair of pink labia minora also separated to form a small hole. According to the popular science I saw in the short video, this is the female urethra. The vicinity of the urethra is all urethral sphincter tissue. Most of the swallowing and spitting sensations produced by the vagina on the penis come from the expansion and contraction of the female urethral sphincter. The area around the urethra tissue is also where most of the pleasure points of women are located. Some people even say that conquering this place means conquering women.

Just as I was using my fingers to dip into the love juice to experience the touch of a woman's vagina, Ah Yue kicked her legs and struggled for a while, asking to take a shower first. Of course I had to agree. I was so grateful that she could cooperate with me like this, how could I not agree? However, I did not let her go, but picked her up by the waist and went into the bathroom together. I wanted to give myself a sex education, a journey of experiencing the touch of a woman's body.

With the lubrication of the shower gel, I sat in the bathroom and let Ah Yue sit on my legs. I used my hands to play with this junior school girl's body carefully. The feeling and taste could not be fully expressed. I can only say that a girl's soft body is a man's gentle place. Ah Yue was very shy, but she did not resist. It can be seen that she really wanted to have an adult intercourse with me.

After drying my body and returning to the bed, I let Ah Yue lie down directly, kneeling under her and letting her legs rest on my bent legs. My cock, which had already been fully erect, was pressed against my lower abdomen between my legs. I held it and pressed it forward, rubbing it against the entrance of Ah Yue's vagina for a few times, and then let go. It automatically cut open Ah Yue's small vagina from the entrance of the vagina, barely touching her little bean, and then I used my waist and abdomen to make the cock rebound and hit my lower abdomen, and then repeated it several times. The crack of the vagina where my glans passed became more and more moist. Every time it cut open the two labia, Ah Yue trembled and couldn't help but let out a soft cry.

Ah Yue took the initiative to hold my ten fingers with one hand, and gently pulled me in with her little hand. I didn't play the trick of finding the bean with the cock. I pressed the cock against the entrance of her vagina and slightly thrust my waist to embed half of the glans into it, stimulating Ah Yue's whole body.

Then, I leaned my upper body on A Yue, supporting myself with my elbows, looking into her eyes, which were full of encouragement and expectation. I straightened my waist, spread my legs and pushed forward, breaking through the entrance of her flesh hole and inserting the entire glans into her body. A Yue's brows frowned instantly, and her small hands instantly grabbed my arms. Her waist and abdomen rolled up reflexively and then relaxed. I did not move. My glans could feel her body trembling, and even more, I could feel the warmth in her flesh hole wrapping around my glans.

After a while, Ah Yue's frown just relaxed a little, and she nodded to me, signaling me to continue conquering her body. Then, I followed the skills I learned from the short video, using Ah Yue's increasing love fluid to lubricate me and thrust a little deeper each time, until my 18-centimeter penis when erect was completely inserted into her body. I put my hands through her back and held her in my arms. She was very obedient and put her arms together to cooperate with me. I didn't thrust for a long time. I carefully experienced the feeling of my penis being wrapped and tied by a woman's warm vagina. The pulsation in the vagina seemed to convey the woman's heartbeat to me. Her vagina swallowed the root of my penis again and again, pulling the throbbing deep in the vagina, as if the entire cavity was swallowing my penis. "I'm sorry!" Ah Yue said tremblingly in my ear. I didn't say anything, I just tightened my arms to respond to her, and told her I didn't care with a tighter hug. She told me before that she had sex with a classmate in junior high school out of curiosity about sex. She swore that it was only that time, and it was a loveless sex. In order to reassure her, I also boasted that I had sex with several girls. A mother-loving person will have a virgin complex? What a joke.

The nature of men made me swing my hips slowly, in and out, bringing a completely different experience from my usual masturbation. Ah Yue's petite body lay obediently in my arms, but every time I fully penetrated her, her whole body trembled and she couldn't help but open her mouth and let out unconscious moans.

Gradually, I increased my speed to pursue the pleasure and climax that I usually get from masturbation. My veiny penis rubbed against Ah Yue's vagina roughly, but strangely, although I felt good physically, I didn't get the pleasure that I imagined mentally. After a few minutes, I sat up, holding Ah Yue's hips and pumping wildly, then pulled Ah Yue up to sit on her body and swallow her stick, holding her whole body and stroking my penis up and down.

"What's missing! What's missing!" A voice in my heart was shouting.

Under my crazy thrusting, I finally ejaculated on Ah Yue's belly. My body trembled and my spermatic cord twitched, but I didn't get the ecstasy that I usually get from masturbation mentally.

But I couldn't care about these anymore. Ah Yue had collapsed on the bed and didn't move. I panicked and quickly hugged her in my arms and called her. It took a long time for her to wake up.

"You are so amazing! I can't stand it, but I will try to cooperate with you next time!" Ah Yue said with her head resting on my shoulder.

"Don't say that. It's my fault. I didn't take care of your feelings." My girlfriend lost consciousness during the first sex. I was also panicked. I quickly tried to make up for my mistake and wiped the semen off her belly with a tissue.

We said considerate words to each other. I helped Ah Yue to the bathroom to wash up and then went back to bed to sleep.

Ah Yue had fallen asleep in my arms, but I was reflecting on it, but I couldn't figure it out. I tightened my arms and hugged Ah Yue and thought to myself, "This is my exclusive woman from now on. I want to live a normal life and stop masturbating."

However, wishes are beautiful, but reality is cruel. Several years of masturbation have made my ejaculation threshold very high, and the threshold of psychological orgasm is even higher.

In the following few sexual intercourses, after Ah Yue was exhausted, my penis was still erect. In the end, I could only pinch it like a mortal enemy and rub it hard to ejaculate on Ah Yue's belly.

Ah Yue felt guilty. She seemed to blame herself for not letting me reach orgasm. She kept trying to please me and compensate me in her own way. She also asked for sex whenever she had time, wanting to make up for the quality with quantity. Once, she heard the news from somewhere and asked me if I wanted to try to open her back door.

Little did I know that I blamed myself, and kept telling myself to be a normal person. Ah Yue was my exclusive woman, and her body was my battlefield. I couldn't always have random thoughts. But I had to rely on masturbation to ejaculate in several sexual intercourses. Ah Yue began to help me masturbate actively, holding my shaft with both hands and learning how to masturbate. I wrapped my hands around hers and taught her how to fit into my rhythm and help her increase her strength and speed up.

After that, she actually learned to hold my glans in her mouth and suck it hard while stroking it. But although I ejaculated and my body reached orgasm, I didn't experience the spiritual pleasure that made my soul soar to the sky. I can't say that I didn't reach the ultimate orgasm, because I can't explain it. I can only assume that A Yue said that my sexual ability is too strong.

Finally, one time, when I was sprinting and pounding in A Yue's body, I closed my eyes unconsciously, and then the mature and charming body in my heart fell from the sky like a sacred thing and replaced it with the delicate body under me. At that moment, my spiritual pleasure came back. I didn't dare to open my eyes. I was afraid of losing that kind of ecstasy. The beautiful girl under me became a charming mother in my mind. Every pore of my body enjoyed the pleasure, not to mention the rod inserted in the meat hole. Every thrust brought me the ultimate experience.

It was the first time that Ah Yue and I reached orgasm at the same time. I didn't pull out to ejaculate because I couldn't bear to do so. When my semen burned deep inside her body, she also reached orgasm. She hugged me tightly with both hands and feet like an octopus, and didn't let go even though her body was shaking violently.

It took a long time before we got over the afterglow of the orgasm. Ah Yue's eyes were filled with tears. She kissed my face randomly. She said that she had experienced the most beautiful orgasm, and she also had a strong sense of accomplishment. She thought that her body finally had a meaning of existence. I couldn't explain it, so I could only kiss her nose back and then hug her tightly.

My penis was beating in Ah Yue's vagina, softening and shrinking. Her vagina was squirming to retain my penis. In the end, because we hugged each other tightly, the penis completely softened but didn't slip out. It was tightly bitten by Ah Yue's vagina, and then slowly grew again. Then I closed my eyes and imagined the forbidden scene in my mind and entered the conquest of Ah Yue again.

After struggling desperately, I seemed to be back to the starting point, except that the hand I was masturbating turned into my girlfriend's body, and my mind was still thinking about the figure that had been haunting me.

Chapter 3

It has been two months since we had our first physical relationship. We rented a house outside the school and lived together legitimately. Except for the secret in my heart, I let go of all my concerns about Ayue. Without the sense of mystery, I also lost my cunningness in front of Ayue, exposing the defect of not being able to take care of my own housework, but at the same time showing my talent of being knowledgeable and humorous. I can answer almost all of Ayue's questions. I am a little worried that I will lose my attraction to Ayue, and at the same time I am a little looking forward to it. I hope that Ayue will get tired of me, but if she gets tired of me, what should I do? People are always contradictory.

It was late at night, I lay naked in the warm quilt, and Ayue, who was also naked, lay in my arms. Her slender body curled up in my arms like a cat. The meat stick under me became hard again uncontrollably, and the hard big cock was erected high in the quilt, a little painful. All this was just due to an unspeakable dream.

Once again, I couldn't help myself and stretched one hand to my crotch, holding the shaft of my penis and stroking it gently. I tried not to think about anything in my mind, just staring at Ah Yue's peaceful face in my arms, letting that damn spiritual climax go to hell, imagining that Ah Yue was stroking my penis lovingly with her soft little hands, serving me gently.

But I didn't wake Ah Yue up. I wanted to try masturbating once to see if Ah Yue's image could completely replace my mother. My breathing became heavier and heavier, and I gradually entered a state of ecstasy. Every time at this time, I could quickly enter a state of ejaculation. Scenes of having sex with my mother appeared in my mind, and then I clamped my legs together to squeeze the balls out of my crotch. The penis that had expanded to the limit was as hard as cast iron. I tightly grasped the skin of the penis and rubbed it hard, but it could not affect the muscles and spongy bodies under the skin at all. Every time I rubbed it back, I could strongly involve the coronal sulcus and glans, making them more hideous.

I couldn't help but breathe heavily, and my legs were getting harder and harder. My toes were straight, and the muscles of my legs were tense. As I stroked, the pleasure from my penis became stronger and stronger, wave after wave. Gradually, a series of erotic and lewd scenes flashed in my mind. Ah Yue was naked, giving me a blowjob, and my glans, which was as ferocious as a giant dragon, was covered with her saliva and shone with luster. In an instant, Ah Yue sat on my penis and swayed her hips back and forth, with love in her eyes. In a moment of distraction, I suddenly found that the image of petite Ah Yue suddenly turned into my plump but stunningly beautiful mother. She broke into my fantasy world uninvited. She was naked on her plump body. Her big white breasts hung on her chest. Her vagina with dark pubic hair was open. Her shiny labia clamped my exposed penis. Her dignified and mature face was full of charm. There was an intellectual beauty and unique taste. Her breasts, which were much bigger than Ah Yue's, were swaying. My mother's waist and hips were swinging slowly, allowing my penis to stir the spring water in her vagina. I seemed to hear the gurgling sound of water. I unconsciously held my breath and rushed to the peak of ecstasy. I suddenly came to my senses again, shaking my head to change the image of my mother back to that of A Yue, constantly telling myself that A Yue is good, that A Yue is young, that she can be a star if she dresses up, that A Yue is obedient and meets all my requirements, that A Yue is in line with moral ethics, and the key is that A Yue loves me, and I am also trying to love her.

Thinking about it, although I have no desire, my hands are getting stronger and stronger, and the speed is getting faster and faster. I want to develop the habit of ejaculating while thinking about A Yue, but there is always something missing. My penis is still hard, but the pleasure like a tide is getting smaller, fading quickly from my glans. I can feel it passing through my vas deferens unstoppably, retreating into my balls, and dissipating from the entire spine and the entire back.

I exhaled deeply, and it was gone, all the pleasure was gone, my penis was still hard, but my vas deferens was numb, and there was no pleasure between my crotch.

Just as I was eager to find the opportunity to regain that pleasure and climax, a warm hand slowly reached into my crotch, the slippery and warm touch first slid across my thighs, and held the base of my penis, but did not move.

"Do you want it? Why don't you wake me up?" Ah Yue opened her eyes, still with a hazy sleepiness in her eyes, and said drowsily.

"No, normal men will have erections several times a day, go to sleep!" I awkwardly let go of the hand holding the penis and kissed Ah Yue's forehead.

"It's so hard, you obviously want it, let me help you." Then she turned over and rode on me.

Ah Yue knelt at my waist, sat back a little and aimed my penis at her pussy, held the penis and slid it on her small labia for a few times, and regardless of the pain of the slightly dry honey hole, she sat back and stuffed the entire glans into her pussy. My angular coronal sulcus was stuck at the entrance of Ah Yue's vagina. She groaned, supported my chest with one hand, and her long hair fell on me.

"Don't worry!" I stretched out my hands to put her hair behind her ears, holding her small face and said.

"It's okay! I know you like tight ones, I'll be fine in a while." Ah Yue frowned and tried to sit down.

I could feel my glans inserting into her delicate and tight flesh folds layer by layer, and the entrance of the vagina expanded and contracted like a rubber ring with the bumps of my penis.

"Hmm... Hmm... Hmm... Hmm" Ah Yue's nasal sound kept ringing, and she actually insisted on swallowing my penis! I could feel my whole body trembling, and the warmth of her vagina was transmitted to my body. She started to stroke without stopping. Her vagina was tightly attached to the skin of my penis, directly rubbing the spongy body on my penis, just like the feeling of masturbation. No, it should be more pleasant than masturbation, because Ah Yue's vagina was very warm and soft, wrapping all my sensitive areas.

As she went in and out, Ah Yue's love juice began to spontaneously fill her vagina, making Ah Yue's stroke smoother and smoother. I thought she would keep stroking like this, but I didn't expect her to stop.

Ah Yue clamped my waist and ribs with her legs, supported my nipples with her two small hands, stared at my eyes, and swung her small waist. The entrance of her honey hole was tightly attached to the base of my penis. As she swung, she used her tender cavity to forcibly scrape my penis. This hit my vital point. In my fantasy, this is the most common posture that my mother and I use. This posture can stimulate all my pleasure points in all directions without dead ends, and it can also allow me to watch my mother's body and get the feeling of being needed that I like from her expression and body language.

A Yue and I played this posture once, and never used it again, because at that time I closed my eyes to imagine that it was my mother swinging on me. I usually have sex with my eyes open. I didn't expect that this sensitive little girl noticed my comfort.

The hot love fluid flowed down the gap between my perineum and anus from where we were connected, and slowly cooled down.

A Yue's eyes became more and more blurred, and her hands that were supporting my chest unconsciously exerted force. I knew she was about to climax again, so I quickly sat up and let her put her arms around my waist. I held her little hips with both hands, gently lifted her body, and then held it and slammed it hard into my crotch. My hard cock pierced her body again and again until she reached her limit.

"I'm coming...ah...don't worry about me...keep going...cum...cum in my body." Ah Yue seemed to be electrocuted. After a moment of convulsion, she completely collapsed on me.

"Move! If you don't cum, I'll feel useless!" Ah Yue, who should have been enjoying the afterglow of the climax, saw that I didn't move, and started to stroke again with difficulty. She was sweating profusely and fluttered in my arms like a fish caught out of the water.

I held the slippery Ah Yue firmly in my arms and closed my eyes. No matter what, I had to finish the job first even if it was a lie.

As long as I don't resist, my mother's image will appear in front of me instantly. The process of masturbating thousands of times makes me come instantly. I cross my hands on Ah Yue's back and control her to stroke my penis up and down, treating her body as my mother's body. I hold my breath for just three minutes and reach the critical value. I throw Ah Yue to the end of the bed, hold her head with both hands, cover her body, and insert the penis in her vagina completely. I swing my waist and hips with difficulty, letting the penis swing in the vagina. The glans swings and sprays hot semen into the deepest part of Ah Yue while my whole body is trembling.

I gasp for air, and Ah Yue kisses me on the face. Her expression tells me that she is very satisfied and has a sense of accomplishment.

A Yue jumped out of bed happily and wiped my body diligently before running to take a shower. I opened my mouth but couldn't say anything. I felt a little guilty and went into the small bathroom to help A Yue wash and brush. I didn't know that I gave her the illusion that I was considerate of her. The next day, she was as happy as a little bird. Whether at school or in the rented house, her face was full of happiness and joy.

At the beginning, every resistance consumed my willpower. Once I found a reason to indulge my desire, I would fall in an instant. A Yue's illusion and diligent behavior made me make the mistake. Later, I didn't resist the image of my mother in my sex life and took the initiative to participate in it.

After every sex, I closed my eyes and completed the last part, and even took the initiative to speed up the process in my heart, rushing to the peak with A Yue, and then hugging each other to enjoy the afterglow of the climax. I have broken the jar and broken the jar. As long as I don't say it, maybe A Yue will be my life partner. I swear I won't bully her. I will cherish this little girl who is infinitely considerate and gentle to me.

Just when I thought I was a normal person and had gotten rid of the haze in my heart, my fantasy made me say something while having sex with Ah Yue. I violently hit Ah Yue's body while murmuring, "Why can't you love me like I love you!" I was not sure whether I said it out loud at the time, but when Ah Yue asked me what that sentence meant later, I knew that she heard it clearly. I couldn't explain her doubts. I kept silent and made excuses in my mind, but Ah Yue sealed my mouth. "I don't care. Everyone has little secrets. Is she my ex? Then I will try to get her out of your heart!" She said and skipped away. Although she pretended to be indifferent, I could see the heaviness of her steps. Ah Yue became more and more sensitive. She noticed that I closed my eyes every time I was about to climax. I explained that it was to enjoy the pleasure of the body. A-Yue asked me to orgasm with my eyes open once for her to see. I got angry for the first time because of her coercion, or rather, I got angry out of shame. We had a small quarrel and had a three-day cold war period until A-Yue took the initiative to ask me a current affairs question. I knew she did it on purpose, but I still explained to her from the cause to the result, and even the demands of all parties. As she listened, I hugged her shoulders and let her get into my arms.

Things seemed to have returned to the starting point, and our sex life began to be disharmonious again. I could easily make A-Yue orgasm, but she had to spend a lot of effort to satisfy me. I suddenly had an extra psychological pressure. I didn't dare to think about it wantonly to build my spiritual world, and I had to keep some rationality to remind myself not to talk nonsense, so as not to make A-Yue angry.

Then my nightlife became more and more boring, and I even secretly masturbated several times while taking a bath.

Finally, when we were preparing for the winter vacation, A-Yue was the first to break up.

That morning, A-Yue suddenly hugged me as I was about to go out, and copied my facial features on my face with her upturned nose tip.

"Let's break up!" Ah Yue hugged me tightly and said in my arms.

My hands holding Ah Yue froze, a little stunned, but also a little relieved. Although I tried hard, I knew I couldn't get over my mental block. Even if we continued, Ah Yue could only be a substitute for my mother. Maybe we would get married and spend our lives like this, but Ah Yue would never have the chance to be my true partner in my heart. My subconscious warned me not to hurt someone who loved me selflessly like this.

I couldn't say anything, but I just tightened my arms to give some strength to the trembling Ah Yue.

"You are very good and talented, but I will lose you eventually, because you have someone in your heart. These six months are my best time. Let's break up!"

For some reason, I felt relieved. Although I had a dirty heart in the past six months, I also tried my best to play the role of a perfect lover. Not only did I take care of her and be considerate of her in life and study, but I also let her experience the beauty of sex life and sent her to the peak of orgasm every time. We tried countless positions. I even used the sex knowledge I learned from watching short videos on A Yue. Seeing her satisfied eyes and expressions, I deeply felt the satisfaction of being needed.

But I couldn't say anything to A Yue, I couldn't say who I was hiding in my heart, and I couldn't say that I actually liked A Yue lying obediently in my arms. I couldn't say that I didn't have any feelings for A Yue directly. I didn't dare to admit that kind of feelings were like raising a pet, and I felt a sense of identity and being needed in the pet to prove my own existence value.

Ah Yue broke free from my embrace and turned away resolutely. I always thought she was weak and stupid, but I didn't expect that she knew my heart without evidence, and knew my attitude from my silence.

"I used to love you with all my heart, why didn't you love me with your true love." She choked and sang a line of lyrics and left my sight.

The song was heartbreaking and deeply touched me. I couldn't help but hum "I met you countless times in my dreams, and after waking up, where are you?"

I came back from school at noon, and only my things were left in the rented house, all neatly arranged.

From then on, there was only one song in my mobile phone. I kept listening to Pan Meichen's song on repeat with headphones. It was a very unpopular old song, but every line of the lyrics touched my heart. I deeply understood Ah Yue's feelings. She at least had me and made me try to love her.

But my love can never be pursued. I can't say that she is lucky, because that would prove that I am a scumbag.

I used to laugh at those people who were heartbroken and would find stories and songs that would make them feel more hurt, so that they could resonate with each other and immerse themselves in pain. When it came to me, I was no exception. I didn’t understand the meaning of the song when I first heard it, but I became one with it when I listened to it. Pan Meichen’s voice echoed in my last semester of college. I used to love you with all my heart. Why didn't you love me with your true love? I met you in my dreams countless times. Where were you after I woke up? No matter how time was missed, would you remember me if you left? This feeling will never come back again. Don't let this love become empty. You are always so cold. I am so lonely. After many years, you and I have gone our separate ways. I will always keep you in my life. No matter how time was missed, would you remember me if you left? This feeling will never come back again. Don't let this love become empty. You are always so cold. I am so lonely. After many years, you and I have gone our separate ways. I will always keep you in my life. You are always so cold. I am so lonely. After many years, you and I have gone our separate ways. I will always keep you in my life. You are always so cold. I am so lonely. After many years, you and I have gone our separate ways. I will always keep you in my life. You are always so cold. You and I go our separate ways

I will keep you in my life forever

In the last semester, I was basically free. I was alone in the classroom, the cafeteria, and the dormitory. Ah Yue and Shen Rui were still good friends, but they no longer had any intimate actions with me. Shen Rui came to ask me what was going on, and I could only say that we should part ways amicably.

I had no plans to study for a master's degree, nor did I plan to go home. I randomly chose a professional counterpart at a job fair and submitted my application. This unit was neither high nor low, and it was unknown, but it was a subsidiary of a certain ministry-level unit.

Chapter 4

Since I didn't discuss it with my family at all, I just said hello and really went to work in this company. My mother called me several times, but I suppressed countless emotions in my heart and responded coldly. I expected my mother to come to me, talk to me and compromise with me, but nothing happened. The probation period was almost over, and I only got two boxes of things and a bank card. I felt a little disappointed, but I also felt my mother's concern.

Looking at the bank card and the note written by my mother, my heart was full of mixed feelings. Countless emotions were rolling and brewing, but they also offset each other, and none of them could cause trouble.

Put them in my wallet, push the box with clothes under the bed, and put the food in the refrigerator. This broken house has nothing. I bought all the furniture myself. In order to save trouble and not let many people rip me off, I specifically looked for stores that sell furniture and electrical appliances, and asked them to deliver them to my home and install them.

I found several shopping malls, but none of them sold a full set of things according to the advertisements above. I asked the sales lady after my legs cramped after shopping. I didn't expect that once I told her my request, she would help me get it done in just a few phone calls. She said that her fellow villager was selling electrical appliances, and her boyfriend was installed by our store. When she swiped the card, she smiled brightly. I guess she made a lot of money from me as a customer.

I have rented this house for almost a month, and I have never turned on the fire. There is no rice or vegetables. I am too lazy to even cook instant noodles. I eat fast food for three meals a day. I opened the bags of ingredients my mother had packed. They were all special ingredients from my hometown. There were no vegetables or meat, but each bag had a note that wrote the process of cooking hometown dishes and what kind of meat and vegetables to buy, and the amount was clearly written.

I felt my mother's love and was suddenly moved. She really didn't blame me. She was just afraid that her actions would mislead me. She must have felt my deep love that went beyond the mother-son relationship.

I packed everything and prepared to buy rice and vegetables tomorrow and make some normal home-cooked dishes myself.

I turned on the computer and prepared to check the news. The company was just looking for a network administrator, who was mainly responsible for the company's daily computer maintenance, network connection, network supervision and control, as well as the company's employee corporate email settings, employee Internet log management, and other things such as printer connection. Company web page optimization, website updates, etc.

I run around every day to deal with various computer problems, but the treatment is quite good, five insurances and three funds, wages and working hours are strictly in accordance with the labor law, and there are many hidden benefits.

My father is the director of the archaeology department of a provincial university. He often travels to various places to participate in archaeological activities. He is not at home for most of the year. After knowing that I want to work hard outside, he specially called me and told me some principles of doing things in society. I feel guilty about my father. In addition to humbly listening to his teachings, I have no other choice.

Shen Rui's father also called me. He and my father are from the same hometown. They are the driving force of our two families' exchanges. I have called him Shen Lin since I was a child. He is the president of the leading enterprise in G City, 'Pentium Group'. He is very strong and domineering to outsiders, but he is extremely gentle to Shen Rui and me. He will find a way to get us whatever we want. After he knew that I decided to develop outside, he told me his philosophy of life after working hard in society for a lifetime. He said: "Now this society is a society of interests. If you want others to think you are indispensable, you must understand their pain points and tell them that you can solve their pain points. Then you have a foothold. Even if they don't have pain points, you have to create value that can be used by the other party. This is also a way to establish yourself."

This is what I do now. The director of the network management department doesn't take me seriously at all. He asked outsiders to set up the website and never revealed the administrator password. He is the only one who knows the password of the company's video surveillance system. I and a graduate from another school are busy dealing with trivial matters all day long. There are also two people I have never met. I guess they are just nominal employees who get paid.

I observed for almost a month and found that this company had no worries about lack of business. Various foreign trade orders came one after another. The general manager was Wang Bo, who was only in his thirties. He played games every day at work. Apart from listening to the work report of the vice president of finance, he didn't care about other things and let other vice presidents take care of them. He only cared about money.

Although this Mr. Wang liked playing games very much and was very rich, he never touched krypton gold games. I helped him play games several times just two weeks after my internship. According to him, playing games is not about being played by the game, let alone being played by stupid game designers. So he played relatively balanced games. In addition to buying CD keys, he also bought skins, studio or private equipment and currency, but he would never play games that could increase attributes and destroy balance by spending money.

Although I didn't have any goals when I came to work here and never thought about any big development, it's not a bad thing to cater to his preferences and make myself feel more comfortable. I once tried to test his attitude towards plug-ins, but he didn't say anything and pretended not to hear it. Otherwise, I would have wanted to help him write a plug-in script.

The next day, Mr. Wang asked me to do something again. This time it was to install new computer hardware. When Mr. Wang's secretary took me away, I saw something strange in the director's eyes. My sensitive heart seemed to sense something, but I couldn't catch it.

I helped Mr. Wang install the computer and debug his game library. I returned to the office of the network management department only after it was all right.

"Zhang Hao! Mr. Wang thinks highly of you. You must promote me when you get promoted in the future~" As soon as I entered the door, I heard the director's hearty voice, with a gratified smile and expectant eyes.

"No, no ... Xiao Li is called Li Dabao. He joined the company at the same time as me. Every day, he tried every means to flatter the director and served the director. Those clumsy flattery made me feel disgusted and even nauseous. He not only flattered the director, but also flattered me. However, I hated it, but the director was very happy.

A few days later, I successfully passed the probation period and signed a one-year contract. The terms were in line with the rules and there were no traps. The young lady in the human resources department directly said that the company disdained such tricks, but the company was a survival of the fittest. Only department heads and above could sign a three-year contract with a non-compete clause and a confidentiality contract.

The busy work made my life fulfilling, but I couldn't change the habit of masturbating every night while fantasizing about the goddess in my heart. This habit was the driving force of my life.

In the following time, I had closer contact with Mr. Wang. He suddenly started playing an old game called "Diablo 2". He opened QQ voice and yelled with a few people every day. He also called the people in the chat room "brother" and asked me to watch from the side. He said that the server would be opened in a few days. They practiced cooperation for a few days and wanted to participate in the competition to get a ranking. It would take at least ten hours from the first level to the last level of the third difficulty, and someone had to take turns.

What else could I say when the leader spoke? I carefully looked at the process and game character data they made, and went to the forum to find a detailed explanation of the experience of killing monsters. This broken game has an experience penalty system. The experience of killing monsters above the level will be reduced, and the experience gain of high-level characters killing low-level monsters will also be reduced. After figuring it out, I stood behind Mr. Wang to remind him of the precautions.

These noblemen spent their own money to organize competitions, spent money to set rewards, and personally participated in the competitions, wanting to get the rewards they paid for... If it were me, it would be great to set up a server myself. Why bother with this!

After playing games for a few days, I broke the record of the first place in the previous competition during practice. On the day of the competition, I performed even better and improved the record by five minutes.

Mr. Wang and his good friends laughed as if they had won the Olympic championship. After granting me a paid day off, I rushed to party with his friends.

After going to work normally, I suddenly found that I didn't know when, the people I met in and out of the company looked at me with strange eyes, some with disdain, some with disgust, and more often treated me as nothing.

"Hey, the computer genius is here, please come in quickly, I, an ordinary person, really don't understand why this software has problems again."

How could I not understand this sarcasm? But this is not my home court, I can bear it if I can, patiently deal with the problem and run to the next one.

Although there are hundreds of computers in the company, the failure rate in the past few days is too high. They are all genuine systems and genuine software. There is a problem with the printer here, and the network cable is not connected there. I climbed up and down to deal with various problems, and I was tired and sore all over.

"I'll kill him! He looks good and is steady in his words and deeds, but I didn't expect him to say we are idiots behind our backs."

"Yes, yes, yes, a small network administrator who has only been employed for a few days, really thinks he is a piece of cake."

"If he wasn't a popular person in front of Mr. Wang, I could scold him to his face!"

"Yes! If Xiao Li hadn't let it slip, we wouldn't know that Zhang Hao is such a person."

"In a few days, he will leave in disgrace. If he doesn't leave, I will continue to kill him. Haha, he is too young to fight with us!"

"Okay, okay, stop smoking. If you smoke again, the smoke system will alarm~"

I clenched my fists while listening to the footsteps of several people leaving the toilet. I complained to Xiao Li in private, and he was the one who started it. I echoed him, but he actually spread it everywhere. The wicked person complained first, which is simply shameless.

"Zhang Hao, what are you doing? Let go of your hand immediately, or I'll call security!" The director ordered me to let go of Xiao Li's shirt. Xiao Li avoided my eyes and didn't want to face me.

I suppressed the anger in my heart, stared at Xiao Li, and let go of my hand.

"Zhang Hao, your impulsive personality is very wrong, you have to change it! What can't you talk about? Dialogue is the right way to solve the problem. You can also tell me what the situation is!" The director said high-sounding words with the leader's airs, but I turned a deaf ear to him. What the hell! This kind of thing can only be swallowed.

The atmosphere in the network management office solidified for a whole day. I was livid, and Xiao Li was timid. I could only hear the director's sound of hitting the tea bowl when he used the tea bowl lid to stir the tea from time to time.

During the repair, Xiao Li took the initiative to run to deal with it, and soon ran back. Those people saw that Xiao Li went out several times, and they lost their patience to play with me.

After get off work, I was walking angrily, and suddenly Xiao Li caught up with me and grabbed me.

"That ~ Zhang Hao, I had no choice. The director asked me to do it. He said you were too arrogant, and he had a quota for dismissal. It was either me or you. I finally squeezed into a good company. My family is in a difficult situation. My family is waiting for me to return home with wealth. I can't give up!" After saying that, he left, with a firm belief that he had sufficient reasons to do it at all costs.

I was confused again for a while. Was what Xiao Li said true or false? Was he really coerced or did he want to use the same trick to provoke the conflict between me and the director? It was ridiculous to say that the quota for dismissal was absurd. He broke the contract just after signing it. Is this company opened by his father?

I suddenly remembered the strange expression and words of the director a few days ago, and realized that what Xiao Li said might be almost right. The methods and words of this old-fashioned workplace veteran were too sophisticated.

I was almost socially dead in this company. Except for Mr. Wang who didn't care about anything, I was almost the enemy of everyone in the company. My arrogance made me think of resigning directly, but I was unwilling to be defeated by such a conspiracy.

While I was hesitating, something more serious happened. Mr. Wang's office computer was infected with a Trojan virus. As the network administrator who often went in and out of Mr. Wang's office, I was undoubtedly the biggest suspect.

When the police took me away for questioning, my anger almost broke through the sky. Mr. Wang looked like he was going to eat someone, the director had a hypocritical look on his face, and the people in the company pointed and talked about it.

In the interrogation room of the police station, every word of the pre-trial officer was touching my bottom line. I unlocked my mobile phone and took the initiative to report my rental address to the police to search for relevant evidence chains. I thought that the innocent would be innocent, so I asked the police to check the company's surveillance and carefully check my personal computer and mobile phone. What I got was the more indifferent words of the pre-trial officer, saying that someone was responsible for the police process, and asked me to confess as soon as possible for leniency. If it was confirmed that I did not sell the company's secrets, I might be given a light sentence after getting the company's understanding.

The reason did not make sense, so I could only choose to remain silent. After enduring for several hours, I was locked up in the detention room. There was a gangster-like man in it, who seemed to want to provoke me. The anger in my eyes scared him away. If he provokes me, I promise I will fight him to the death.

I didn't want to talk or move. I leaned against the corner of the detention room. A series of blows made me realize my immaturity. I swear that if I am allowed to turn over, I will definitely work hard to learn these methods thoroughly. I want to make these bastards who play tricks on me live a life worse than death.

A day and a night passed, and I was still locked in the detention room, which meant that I had not gotten rid of the suspicion, and that the case was serious. With Mr. Wang's connections, I could not get out.

At noon, I was finally released. My mother, Father Shen, and Shen Rui greeted me. I walked forward hesitantly. My mother hugged me, who looked like a withered man, into her arms, kneading my shoulders and back with tears in her eyes, and asked me if I suffered in there.

I smelled my mother's body fragrance and lost the ability to think. The situation I had expected thousands of times was realized in such an embarrassing situation.

That night, in the place where I rented a house, my mother personally cooked a table full of dishes, and then told me my story.

It turned out that the company informed the school on the day I was arrested. The counselor who knew about our relationship immediately told Shen Rui, and then Shen Rui immediately notified her family, and then her mother and father flew over that night. Shen Lin wanted to use his connections to rescue me, but Mr. Wang was also very involved, so he only guaranteed a fair treatment in the end.

Finally, the police got the director's motive from Xiao Li's mouth, and then quickly summoned the director. Not only did Xiao Li tell the truth, but even the programmer who gave the director the Trojan program was caught. The powerful words of the pre-trial officer easily pried open the director's mouth. The more the conspiracy is planned, the more loopholes there are, and the more people participate, the easier it is to be caught.

The director admitted that he arrived at the company early, turned off all the cameras, sneaked into Mr. Wang's office to plant the Trojan, and then I, the only one who had the opportunity and ability and a bad reputation, became the target of public criticism.

He originally wanted to get rid of me, but he didn't know that there were some confidential accounts in Mr. Wang's computer, and the situation got out of control in an instant. The director was sentenced to at least three years for false accusation, plus other charges, Mr. Wang would not let him go easily.

"Son, go home! Mom is very worried when you are outside~" Mom choked up as she said this. I finally waited for this sentence, but it was when I was bleeding from my head and in the most embarrassing time.

I hesitated for a moment and was kicked by Shen Lin. Mom took the opportunity to hug me again, and I agreed silently.

"Go home and work for me. Learn social knowledge well. You have read so much that you have become stupid. I will teach you these little tricks slowly!" Shen Lin waved his hand and said with great promise.

"Nouveau riche! Zhang Hao, why don't you take the civil service exam with me? The job is easy and decent!" Shen Rui also spoke.

I glared at her and told her with my eyes that she was not allowed to call me Zhang Hao.

Everyone was happy, except me, who was trying hard to endure the embarrassment of being seen in such a miserable state by my relatives.

Chapter 5

"Zhang Hao, don't hang out outside. Come home. Your father and I have such a large network of relationships that we can always protect you. We don't harm others, but we can't let others harm us. You see how dangerous this is!" After drinking a few glasses of wine, Father Shen opened his mouth and couldn't stop talking like a spring.

I didn't say anything. When I was still in embarrassment, my mother also spoke.

"Yes! You may not remember that when you were a child, you were abducted by human traffickers for two days. I was so anxious that I begged countless people and almost turned the whole city upside down." As he spoke, he choked up. "When you were sent back by the police station, I knelt down to thank them on the spot."

Xiao Rui, who was sitting next to her mother, took out a tissue to wipe her mother's tears, but it made her sob loudly. Even Xiao Rui was infected. The two women hugged each other and cried bitterly.

Father Shen silently lit a cigarette and smoked it.

Dinner was interrupted. It took a long time for my mother to clean up her mood and go to the bathroom to wash her face, and she regained her beautiful face.

Xiao Rui dragged her father to go shopping, saying that she had made great contributions and asked for rewards.

My mother and I were speechless, with mixed feelings.

"Zhang Hao, accompany your mother to take a walk and see where you live~" Mom said to me after cleaning up the dishes.

"Well~ OK~" The expected solitude suddenly came, but I was not prepared at all. I didn't know how to face it. That crazy thing made me and my mother not be alone for three years, let alone have a heart-to-heart talk. Usually when I go home, my mother and I seem to be separated by a layer of glass. I look forward to being closer, but I am afraid that I can't hold back, and I am even more afraid of being rejected. I carefully guess whether my mother has a deep meaning through her tiny movements and changes in tone.

I took my mother, who was half a head shorter than me, to the small park. She walked beside me gracefully. Her breasts were high under her business suit, her waist and hips were slim in her straight pants, and her legs were straight and tall in a pair of high heels. I couldn't help but hold my head high, chest out, and my stomach and hips tucked in to make myself look majestic.

"Zhang Hao, tell me about your plans and hopes for the future."

"Uh~" I was speechless when I had imagined living together with my mother. I found that I had no pursuit for the future.

"It seems that I have neglected your education." Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, my mother took me to sit on a stone bench by the roadside. "You have been calm and opinionated since you were a child, which made me mistakenly think that you have already made plans. You must choose a direction to develop."

"Oh~"

"Oh what! Will you die if you say one more word? What about your opinion?"

"I don't know! I suddenly felt confused when I was locked up!"

"You kid... choose a direction first, scientific research, civil servants, business."

"Actually, I don't have any ideas. Mom, please help me decide. I should be able to do all of them."

"Then listen to mom, go home first, think it over, and then go in your direction. Actually, it's not bad to go to Shen Lin's place. He can protect your growth. If you like to go into politics, that's fine. Mom also knows some leaders. Forget about doing research. Like your father, he is not at home for most of the year!"

"Well, I'll follow your arrangements."

"I heard from Xiaorui that you have a girlfriend. Where is she? Call her out to show mom!"

"No, no, we broke up~"

"Ah? Why?"

"Nothing, just personality incompatibility, it's better to break up amicably."

"Did you have sex?" After a moment of silence, mom suddenly spoke.

"......Well" I suddenly felt guilty, as if I had betrayed my mother, but I didn't want to tell a lie. In my heart, I still had a feeling of proving to mom that I had become a normal person.

"Young man, you should take safety measures in the future. Unexpected pregnancy or infectious diseases are not good!" Mom's voice suddenly became a little weak.

"...Well" I suddenly felt guilty, as if I had betrayed my mother, but I didn't want to tell a lie. In my heart, I still had a feeling of proving to my mother that I had become a normal person.

"Young man, you should take safety measures in the future. Unexpected pregnancy or infectious diseases are not good!" Mom's voice suddenly became a little weak.

"Young man, you should take safety measures in the future. Unexpected pregnancy or infectious diseases are not good!" Mom's voice suddenly became a little weak. "Yeah!"

"Hey! Forget about the past and be a normal person. Mom doesn't blame you. It's good to have a girlfriend. I'll introduce you to one when you go back. Mom is in charge of the Women and Children's Work Committee Office! There are many beautiful, virtuous and capable girls in the families I visited." Seeing that I was very cooperative and agreed to everything, Mom's confidence returned. She also patted my head and helped me plan a girlfriend.

"Uh~ No, I'll do it myself!" I hurriedly refused.

"Okay~ If you can't find it, I'll help again!" Mom paused and said, "Thank your father Shen in person when you have time. He used a favor from a big man this time."

"Yeah! Got it!" After saying that, I got a pat on the head from my mother.

That night, I talked a lot with my mother. I reported my views on society like a child. My mother reminded me of the possible motives behind things from time to time. My mother and I seemed to have returned to the past, and a warm and sweet feeling filled my heart.

I found a way to get along with my mother. As long as I keep my words and actions on this line, I can enjoy the happy time with my mother. As long as I hide the filth and impulse in my heart, I can experience the physical contact from my mother. There is even a voice in my heart telling me that if I pretend to find a girlfriend, I can even talk to my mother about sex life under the pretext of sexual disharmony...

When I sent my mother back to the hotel, I even got a hug and words of encouragement from my mother in the room. When I came back, I jumped like a child.

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The next day, I had to go to the police station to handle the formalities. My mother rushed to my rental apartment early in the morning to help me pack my things and prepare to go home. I somehow didn't clean up the tissues that I had used to masturbate three times last night. I didn't know what it meant. I didn't know if I was proving my sexual ability or something else. Anyway, I just threw it under the bed.

I ran to the police station to ask if I could go home and what to pay attention to. I ran to the company to get my laptop. As for resignation application, I didn't care. At most, I would be absent from work and fired. Nothing can compare to going home and enjoying my mother's love.

I rushed into the company, ignoring the surprised eyes of those employees. I walked to the network management department but didn't expect that the door was locked. What the hell is this? Even if the director was arrested, Xiao Li should have achieved his wish and reached the peak of his life from then on.

"That ~ Zhang Hao ~ No one is in the network management department. Your Director Hao has been arrested, and Xiao Li has been driven away by General Manager Wang. You should go meet General Manager Wang!" I pushed the door a few times but it didn't open. A middle-aged man's voice came from behind me. I turned around and saw that it was Lao Zhao from the marketing department. I nodded to him and walked away. This Lao Zhao was not a good person either.

Just when General Manager Wang's secretary came out, I took over the door handle and pushed the door open. Anyway, I didn't want to work anymore, so I didn't care about being polite. I lived in peace for more than a month, but I didn't expect that everyone treated me like garbage. I was still angry.

As soon as I entered the door, I heard the sound of the chicken game and the voice conversation of the team. General Manager Wang looked up and saw me coming. He raised his eyebrows and asked me to sit on the sofa and wait.

I ignored him and stood in front of his desk and waited.

"Is it interesting?" General Manager Wang pushed the mouse and keyboard and said, I knew that he was stared at by me and died soon. His level was just like that. If he was distracted, he would make mistakes, and if he made mistakes, he would die.

"I'm here to get my personal belongings!" I got straight to the point without any more nonsense.

"You quit?"

"Yes!" I answered seriously.

"Hey, Zhang Hao, you quit just because you were wronged?"

"Yes!" I was neither humble nor arrogant and didn't bother to say nonsense.

"Hey, young people nowadays! Do you believe that I can smash your things and make it impossible for you to survive in the capital?" Mr. Wang walked out from behind the desk and stared into my eyes.

"Goodbye!" I stood up and turned to leave.

"Hey~! Don't leave!" Mr. Wang grabbed my shoulders and threw me onto the sofa.

"Zhang Hao~oh~no~brother, I wrongly accused you without knowing the truth, I'm wrong, okay?" Mr. Wang sat down on the coffee table. "I really wanted to make friends with you from the first time I saw you, but if the things in this computer were stolen, I couldn't handle it. I was panicked at the time."

"Oh." I didn't want to know what difficulties he had, but I couldn't stop him from talking.

"Don't act like you don't care! You can be a director, and then recruit a few subordinates, and it would be great to get a comfortable salary."

"No, I'm going home, thank you, Mr. Wang."

"Why are you so stubborn! I rarely lower my face to ask for help!" Mr. Wang looked helpless.

"No, my family asked me to go back!"

"Okay, if you have anything, you can call me." I took out a business card and gave it to me. "You may not believe it, but I really think we get along well!"

It was a long time later that I found out that the favors used by Mr. Shen were very important, otherwise the efficiency of the police station would not be so high. He got help from Mr. Shen when he was down, and now he is in the limelight, and Mr. Wang's connections behind him also want to show his goodwill through me.

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Back at the rental house, my mother was bargaining with the lecherous landlord to return the rent and deposit. The landlord's obscene eyes wandered all over my mother, as if he wanted to get into her clothes and touch her.

I was so angry that I stood in front of my mother, and the anger in my eyes was going to burn this old man to death.

"Zhang Hao, stop making trouble. Mom and the landlord have already negotiated." Mom pushed me aside and started chatting with the landlord. Then she took back the rent and deposit I paid for half a year, and then left with two suitcases.

It turned out that my mother used the internet fee and furniture I paid to offset more than one month's rent.

"You, kid, don't know how to live. Find a wife as smart as mom in the future." Mom tapped my forehead with her finger, making all my emotions disappear.

"That landlord is so lecherous!" I retorted unconvinced.

"There are so many lecherous people. Do you want to make enemies with the whole world? Your father is not as good as you..." Mom suddenly couldn't continue.

The scene suddenly fell silent, but I was secretly happy in my heart. Mom didn't recover until she met Shen Lin and Shen Rui in the waiting hall.

After getting on the high-speed train, Mom also started chatting with me, but I could see that she was cautious.

Thinking about Mom's embarrassment just now, I suddenly realized that it seemed wrong to imitate Dad's actions before. In my eyes, Dad, who was well-informed and well-remembered, didn't seem to be so easy to sell in Mom's eyes. My efforts to prove that I was very similar to Dad didn't make me closer to Mom. I thought that childish and shallow things would make Mom care and love me more.

I finally realized it! I have been on the wrong path all along. On the high-speed train, Mom and I talked and laughed happily. I no longer maintained my pretended deep personality. I humbly asked Mom many, many questions. Mom patted and touched me intimately with her hands, which made me suddenly feel blessed and flattered.

When I got home, my father was still on a business trip, but he kept calling to ask about my situation. I was relieved until my mother and I returned home and reported that we were safe.

"Mom, I want to learn how to cook!" I thought about it all the way on the high-speed train, and finally thought of starting from the kitchen. I went to the vegetable market with my mother to buy vegetables every day, and cooked rice and stir-fried dishes together when I got home. It can not only enhance the relationship, but also have physical contact at any time. The full sense of happiness of a young couple is simply wonderful. It doesn't matter if there is no physical relationship. I can accept unrequited love in spirit, and I can handle the physical relationship myself, as long as my mother doesn't find out and doesn't dislike me.

"Oh~ Don't you want to learn from your father and stay away from the kitchen?" Mom was quite surprised.

"If the wife I marry in the future can't cook, won't I starve to death?" It feels so good to be free and not pretend to be deep. I quickly got used to it. As long as I don't expose my desire for my mother's body, I can speak my mind freely in front of my mother. Even if it's a little vulgar, my mother will be very happy. I have tried it on the high-speed rail and got Xiaorui's surprised eyes and my mother's happy laughter.

"Have you changed your personality? Let's go buy vegetables. Let's invite Mr. Shen's family to dinner tonight. Thank them!" It really hit my mother's heart. She changed into flat shoes and drove me to the supermarket.

"Mom, can you take me to practice driving when you have time in the future? I haven't really driven a car even though I got my driver's license!" I found another reason to get along with my mother. I can't help but admire my thinking of thinking.

"Okay! There is a road in the north of the city that has just been repaired. There are not many cars. Let's go to practice driving tomorrow night!" Mom followed my advice. In the supermarket, I used one sentence to get many answers from my mother. I didn't need to write down the pros and cons of various ingredients, the side dishes, and the cooking process. I just liked the feeling of being cared for, as if I was back in my childhood, when my mother would take me with her even when I took a bath, probably because I was abducted by human traffickers once.

In the kitchen, I was clumsy in washing and cutting vegetables. I was slapped by my mother several times but I still enjoyed it. Then I was driven out of the kitchen by Li Na's mother and Shen Rui.

"Do you smoke?" Shen Lin asked me while sitting on the sofa.

"No, um~ Thank you Shen Lin for these days!" I moved a small stool and sat down, facing Shen Lin across the tree root coffee table.

"You kid, saying thank you is just slapping Shen Lin in the face!" Shen Lin lit the cigarette butt on the ashtray, looking dissatisfied.

"Hehehe!" I suddenly lost my voice.

"There is a gap between us when we grow up! You used to climb on me to find gifts when you saw me." Father Shen looked sad.

"Haha, where's the gift?" I sat next to him and pretended to find a gift.

"Stinky boy, can the gifts I carry with me satisfy you? Xiao Rui took 300 yuan from me as soon as she graduated and bought a stall car that can't protect her from the wind and rain."

"Dad! I told you a hundred times that it's a convertible, and it has a canopy! It's a luxury car!" Shen Rui rushed out of the kitchen to defend herself.

"It's so expensive without a roof? If it had a roof, it would cost at least 500 yuan. When you find a husband in the future, you have to find a luxury car with a roof, otherwise I won't let you go!" Father Shen teased Shen Rui.

"Hmph! You only care about money!" Xiao Rui turned and went into the kitchen, slamming the door loudly.

"By the way, Zhang Hao, what kind of car do you want to buy? Tell Father Shen!" Father Shen smiled as he watched Xiao Rui being angry.

"I..." After working for just one month, I suddenly realized that people are also divided into high and low, and I suddenly feared that my status would fall into the bottomless abyss if I opened my mouth.

"Stinky boy, I treat you as my own son! What does your look mean? Do you think that Mr. Shen will bully others? I make money only to make my family happy. I make a lot of money just so that I won't be looked down upon when I buy things!" Mr. Shen hugged my shoulders.

"Uh, no, I grew up and knew that making money is not easy, so~so..."

"So you understand that it is not easy for Mr. Shen to make money? Brat, do you know why I took this path?"

"Why?"

"Because when I was younger than you, I went to the supply and marketing cooperative to buy candy and was kicked out. At that time, I swore that I would open a supply and marketing cooperative by myself, and then I went out to work, just to open a small store, and then in order not to be bullied by the foreman, I swore to be a contractor, and then step by step to where I am now, I now have a supermarket, real estate, a factory, and an opera house. Do you know why I am still struggling now?"

"Why?"

"I am now struggling for the happiness of my family. I use money to eliminate all the unhappiness that can be eliminated by money, and I use money to buy all the happiness that can be bought with money!"

"Nouveau riche! I want to buy another happiness!" Shen Rui jumped out again.

"Stinky girl, your quota has been used up this year. Wait until the New Year. There are still three months left! Anticipation will double happiness!" Father Shen scolded with a smile.

"Hmph, you can still say chicken soup for the soul!" Shen Rui left again, probably still eavesdropping on our conversation.

"Zhang Hao, tell me what kind of car you want to buy. Young people nowadays will really be looked down upon if they don't have a car!" Father Shen hugged my shoulders again. I am probably a few centimeters taller than him, but his figure is more majestic and broad.

"Uh~ I haven't thought about it yet. Let me practice driving first and then tell you~"

"Okay, practice driving first, and then I'll take you to see the car!"

As they were talking, the food was served.

I stood up and toasted Father Shen first, and then everyone stood up and drank a glass together, and the dinner officially began.

Chapter 6

"Zhang Hao, you can come to help me after a few days of rest. I need someone I trust to manage so many businesses." Father Shen said.

"What about me?" Before I could say anything, Shen Rui took over the topic.

"You are such a person. You are the one who counts money even though you are sold out. If you don't want to take the civil service exam, you can be my assistant. With me, you won't be affected by those little tricks in the workplace. Zhang Hao has a strong learning ability and can withstand hardships. He will soon be able to stand on his own." Father Shen said.

"Hey, nouveau riche, I'm your own child!"

"You little girl, don't call me a nouveau riche. If you want to be an ordinary employee, you can, but don't cry when the time comes."

"I want to be a domineering female CEO!"

"I'll dominate your head! Those stupid CEOs on TV go bankrupt in half a month."

"Then I'd better take the civil service exam!"

"Let me make a deal first. If you pass the civil service exam, I'll buy you a car worth about 100,000 yuan, and you can drive it to and from work.

You'll be annoyed to death if you drive your stall car to work, and you're not allowed to bring any of your brand-name bags to work!"

"Ah!?"

"Xiao Rui, your father is right. If you're too dazzling, you'll have a lot of unnecessary troubles!" Mom spoke.

"Then isn't my peerless beauty dazzling? Wearing a mask to work will reduce troubles?" Shen Rui said narcissistically.

"Puff" I sprayed a mouthful of beer, and the sky was full of mist.

"Zhang Hao, you're pissing me off!" Shen Rui's scream was accompanied by laughter. Even Li Na's mother, who had been smiling at us while we were talking, laughed out loud. Li Na is Shen Rui's mother. I have called her Li Na's mother since I was a child, and her husband Shen Lin.