Chapter 1 Pretending to be a stranger to talk to my mother

"Sister, are you in a bad mood recently?"

Chu Jiangchen knew that his mother would not add strangers to WeChat casually, nor would she pay much attention to whether there was one more person in the friend list.

Half a year ago, he quietly added another WeChat account using his mother's mobile phone. At first, he was not in a hurry to send messages to chat with his mother. On the one hand, he was worried that his mother would ask how to add her WeChat account, and he would not be able to answer; on the other hand, he did not know how to start. After all, saying "Hello" or "Hi, nice to meet you" at the beginning seemed meaningless.

Therefore, Chu Jiangchen had been patient until today when he finally decided to send a message.

For more than half a year, Chu Jiangchen thought over and over again, and conceived hundreds of opening remarks in his mind, but he always felt that they were not appropriate.

Until one day, he saw an article about mood recently posted in his mother's circle of friends, and decided to use this as a starting point and opening remarks.

Everyone knows that everything is difficult at the beginning. If you want to get close to your mother, you must first get familiar with her face.

After sending the message, Chu Jiangchen was so nervous that he kept staring at his phone, fearing that his mother would not reply.

More than an hour later, Lin Feifei finished washing and was ready to go to bed. Inadvertently, she saw an unread WeChat message.

She clicked on the message and was going to delete it directly, but suddenly remembered that she had a conflict with her husband these days and was in a bad mood. After hesitating for a while, she decided to reply casually: "Who are you?"

Chu Jiangchen had been suffering for a long time on the other end, and finally waited for his mother's reply, and the big stone in his heart finally fell. He breathed a sigh of relief and thought: I'm not afraid of you replying, I'm afraid you won't reply.

"I'm a fortune teller. I've been observing the sky night and night these days and found that you seem to have some troubles recently. I'm here to help you solve your worries and difficulties, and I don't charge any fees."

Chu Jiangchen avoided answering the question directly and started joking with his mother. He hoped to get closer to each other in this way.

After seeing the message, Lin Feifei was stunned and thought to herself: This person is really talking nonsense.

She replied: "What nonsense are you talking about? There are so many people, how do you know it's me? Who are you? I don't remember adding you on WeChat. If you don't explain clearly, I will delete your WeChat."

"Wait a minute, be merciful! Among hundreds of millions of people, it is also a kind of fate that we can meet. I tell fortunes every day. Today's fortune has been finished, but I made an exception to tell you a fortune. This is the best fortune I have ever seen."

Chu Jiangchen knew that when chatting with people, in order to avoid the topic being awkward, every sentence must be suspenseful, and the other party must not be allowed to answer with simple replies such as "yes", "um", "oh" or "no", otherwise the conversation will fall into an awkward deadlock.

"What fortune? I have heard of the best fortune, but why have I never heard of such a thing as the best fortune?"

It didn't take long before Lin Feifei's reply came.

"Haha, this is actually a truth, but it's too profound, I'm afraid you won't understand it. Huh, huh, I told you a fortune about marriage. The fortune says: You will have a happy life, and you will have a very good and obedient daughter. How about it, am I right?"

Chu Jiangchen deliberately said the wrong thing, mentioning that his mother would have a daughter, in order to quietly lead the topic to family issues. He thought that as long as his mother was willing to talk to him about family matters, he would be able to slowly open her heart.

It must be said that Chu Jiangchen knew his mother very well. If he mentioned that Lin Feifei would have a son, it might arouse her suspicion. After all, she was not someone who was easily fooled.

"Liar."

Lin Feifei saw that the other party did not answer her question, so she stopped asking questions. She never liked to ask questions.

"You are not accurate. I don't have a daughter. Do you often use such an opening to find topics?"

Lin Feifei's words shocked Chu Jiangchen's heart. It was indeed his mother. This statement hit the point directly. If he didn't answer well, he would probably be blacklisted soon.

"No, I'm telling the truth. Actually, I'm not a fortune teller. I just happened to see the article you posted and felt that you seemed to be in a bad mood, and then I thought of myself. I've encountered some troubles recently, so I wanted to find someone to talk to." Chu Jiangchen knew that his mother was not so easy to fool, so he could only take his time and try to establish real communication. After waiting for a while, Chu Jiangchen still didn't receive a reply from his mother, so he sent another message: "My name is Chen Mingjiang, nice to meet you. What's your name?" He made up a pseudonym for himself. After sending the message, Chu Jiangchen stared at his phone. Time passed by minute by minute. He felt uneasy in his heart. He didn't know whether his mother had fallen asleep or deliberately didn't reply to the message. "Lin Feifei." The long wait is always tormenting. Chu Jiangchen saw the screen suddenly light up and quickly picked up the phone to check. Seeing that his mother's reply was so short, it seemed that she didn't intend to continue the chat and might stop responding at any time. He could only rack his brains to find topics and try to continue the conversation. "Hey, my girlfriend broke up with me suddenly, saying that she fell in love with a rich second-generation guy.

Just after finishing study last night, that guy deliberately drove a luxury car around downstairs of our dormitory. My roommates said he was showing off to me.

Now people in the dormitory look at me differently."

Chu Jiangchen is now a sophomore in high school, not a college student. Moreover, Lin Feifei is his class teacher and his mother. Therefore, Chu Jiangchen believes that she will definitely come to enlighten him. After all, a good teacher will not give up any student.

"..."

"How many years do you think you will be sentenced for murder?"

"..."

Another string of speechless ellipsis.

Not long after, Chu Jiangchen received a new message from his mother.

"What do you want to do? Don't be impulsive. How old are you? Don't ruin your life for such a thing. When you look back in the future, you will definitely regret it." Lin Feifei advised.

"I'm 21 years old and a sophomore at 'Peace Normal University'."

"Huh?"

Lin Feifei was a little surprised. The university in H City happened to be where she worked.

In fact, Chu Jiangchen only knew the universities near his home, because he was only in the second year of high school and had not been to other places.

"You are still so young, there are plenty of opportunities to find a girlfriend, why do you have to do something illegal? You still have a bright future, don't ruin your future for trivial things. Believe me, you will find a good girl to accompany you for life."

Chu Jiangchen guessed that his mother would definitely say such a cliché.

"Sister, you are so nice, thank you for your enlightenment, I have figured it out, and I will also find a girlfriend like you in the future."

Lin Feifei was stunned for a moment. She had just prepared a lot of life truths, but the other party had figured it out by herself.

Lin Feifei asked in confusion: "Are you kidding me?"

"How is it possible! Sister, you are right, I have to plan my life well! Three-legged toads are not easy to find, but there are many two-legged women."

"You, your brain circuit is really weird, I think you are still fooling me."

Lin Feifei felt angry and funny.

"No, I'm the most honest person. For a nice person like you, is there still a boyfriend position vacant?"

"Little brat, what are you thinking?" Lin Feifei continued with a smile: "Be careful, I'll go find your teacher, and you'll know then."

Lin Feifei herself graduated from "Peace Normal University". She didn't know if the teacher who taught her back then was still teaching at the school. Thinking of this, she suddenly laughed. She actually seriously considered whether she could find his teacher. It seems that she has too many troubles recently, and her mind is starting to get confused.

Chu Jiangchen on this side also reacted when he heard this, and thought to himself: Damn it, how could I forget it. More than ten years ago, my mother graduated from this school. Fortunately, he only mentioned the name of the school. Otherwise, if my mother met someone from "Peace Normal University" and asked casually, it turned out that there was no such person as "Chen Mingjiang", then it would be a disaster.

Chu Jiangchen was nervous, but pretended to be surprised and said, "Sister, are you from H City too? What a coincidence?"

"No, I'm from K City." Lin Feifei lied.

Chu Jiangchen saw that his mother did not answer his question directly, and thought about it and felt that it was right. After all, how could his mother reveal personal information to a stranger at the beginning?

"Also, don't call me sister anymore, I'm much older than you." Lin Feifei continued.

Lin Feifei got pregnant when she was in college. In her generation, many people got married in college, especially her boyfriend at that time, Chu Hongtao, who was the son of the boss of a listed company in J City and had a very wealthy family.

Rich people naturally live a different life.

Sometimes people ask, since mom is so rich, why does she still want to be a teacher? I once asked her why she didn't go to dad's company, and her answer was that she didn't want to go.

Later I realized that it was because dad had an ambiguous relationship with his female secretary. Once mom accidentally ran into them and went home without saying anything. Since then, the relationship between mom and dad has been dead in name only.

Chu Jiangchen has been chatting with mom for so long, and finally feels that mom is no longer so cold, at least she no longer rejects communicating with him, this small step is considered to be a step forward.

"Then how should I call you? Call you aunt?" It is not easy to ask about age directly.

"......"

"Then call me grandma?"

"......"

"Let's delete each other as friends!"

"Sister Fei, Sister Fei! Sister Fei is always okay, right?"

"Whatever you like. I'm going to sleep."

Chu Jiangchen recalled his mother's last words, and a hint of pride appeared on his face. After much effort, he finally succeeded in squeezing into his mother's friend list.

Nearly half a year has passed since that WeChat chat with his mother.

At first, Lin Feifei's replies to his messages were always cold and brief, and Chu Jiangchen tried his best to find topics. As time went by, Lin Feifei gradually let down her guard and began to share some of the joys and troubles in life with Chu Jiangchen.

Of course, she never mentioned that she lived in H City or her work situation, and Chu Jiangchen was smart not to ask about these personal topics. They were like familiar strangers.

During the chat, Chu Jiangchen occasionally inserted some humorous or dirty jokes found on the Internet.

He spent so much effort, not just to be a close friend, ambiguous topics are indispensable, and women don’t love men who are not bad, this truth is understood by everyone. The key to chatting is how to grasp the subtle degree.

Chapter 2 Mom wants to indulge once

If you tell too few dirty jokes, you are boring; if you tell too many dirty jokes, you are a vulgar and shameless person.

At first, when Lin Feifei heard him tell dirty jokes, she would teach him not to have strange ideas in his mind. Later, she got used to it and let it go.

"Sister Fei, do you think your son will have any strange ideas about you?"

Chu Jiangchen's dirty jokes always revolve around the mother-son relationship intentionally or unintentionally. Through the phone, using WeChat, he asked his mother in a different tone: "Just like the video I showed you last time."

"You dare to mention the last video?"

Lin Feifei's face was hot when she thought of the video she watched last time. That time, Chu Jiangchen secretly and mysteriously told her that there was a good video for her to watch, and asked her if she wanted to watch it?

The video was sent to her, downloaded, and opened, only to find that it was a video of mother-son incest.

In the video, an 18-year-old boy was lying naked on a plump young woman, shouting, "Mom, are you comfortable? Is your son's dick big?"

Lin Feifei was stunned, her eyes widened, her rosy cheeks instantly turned red, her heart beat like a drum, as if it was about to burst through her chest. After coming to her senses, she hurriedly turned off the video, and deliberately avoided Chu Jiangchen for the next few days without saying a word.

"I haven't settled accounts with you yet, and you dare to mention the last video?"

Thinking of that video, Lin Feifei's cheeks were still flushed, her eyes were burning with anger, and she replied to Chu Jiangchen angrily.

"What's the matter, it's just a small video. Let me tell you, I actually have some thoughts about my mother, she is very beautiful."

After more than half a year of contact, Chu Jiangchen has completely figured out his mother's personality, so he used WeChat to express his thoughts that have been hidden in his heart for many years.

"My mother is very beautiful and cool. I like to see her wearing tight jeans. You know, I have no resistance to jeans. Seeing how they tightly wrap around my mother's plump buttocks, I really want to grab a handful. My mother's round buttocks must feel very good."

Lin Feifei looked at the message he sent and was stunned for a while. She didn't know how to answer. She thought that she also liked to wear jeans and her son Chu Jiangchen was about the same age as him.

Would Chu Jiangchen have such an idea about her?

Thinking of this, her heart skipped a beat.

Lin Feifei held her mobile phone and didn't know how to reply. At this time, WeChat sent another message, which made Lin Feifei's already flushed face almost drip with water.

"I can feel the temptation from under the jeans. It's a pair of perfect legs. I can imagine that a beautiful woman like my mother must have a tight vagina. If I insert it, it will definitely be seamlessly wrapped tightly, very tight, very smooth, and very warm."

"You, you..."

Lin Feifei really couldn't imagine that kind of scene. Just when Lin Feifei didn't know what to say, Chu Jiangchen sent another message: "But I don't dare!"

Seeing this, Lin Feifei didn't know why she felt relieved. Maybe she was afraid that he would go astray, or maybe she was afraid that her son would have the same idea as him and go astray like him.

Lin Feifei didn't know that the person chatting with her was actually her son, and he had been spying on her for a long time.

"Sister Fei, do you think your son will have the same idea as me? If he has the same idea, will he do it?"

Chu Jiangchen threw a bomb without thinking about the big deal.

"Fuck you!"

Lin Feifei never cursed, and she was trying her best to control her emotions. This time she was really stimulated. She threw away the basic politeness of a teacher and burst out a swear word in shame and anger.

"My son won't do that! You are such a scoundrel, and you don't dare to do such a moral thing, let alone him."

"What if?"

"No what if!"

"I mean, what if, sister Fei, you want to have sex, but you can't get rid of the shackles of morality, you can come to me. You can close your eyes and treat me as your son."

Chu Jiangchen teased his mother with ill intentions.

"I'm not interested in little brats!" Lin Feifei replied.

"Life is so short, don't you want to experience the taste of someone other than your husband? It's just flesh against flesh, and inserting it is just like holding hands, just skin against skin."

"Not interested!"

Although Lin Feifei answered coldly, looking at his perverse and heretical talk, it seemed that a string in the depths of her heart was touched.

"If it's because I'm young, you can turn off the lights. Anyway, we haven't met, so you can treat me as someone else. Afterwards, we won't recognize each other when we walk on the street, right? I'm young, but my dick is big, and the wonderful taste is very different." Chu Jiangchen replied seductively. At this moment, he felt that he was so damn smart. How did he come up with such a good idea? People with sperm in their brains are almost as smart as Einstein. "Not interested!" Lin Feifei flatly denied his suggestion and angrily typed several exclamation marks in succession: "I said I'm not interested! If you dare to say it again! I'll block you!" It's really no use! Chu Jiangchen clicked on the message with some disappointment, repeatedly checking his mother's reply to make sure he didn't read it wrong. "I was just kidding you! By the way, let me tell you something interesting. I encountered something interesting today." Chu Jiangchen didn't intend to give up easily, and immediately changed the topic and led the chat to various interesting things in life. Time flies, and Chu Jiangchen has entered the tense stage of the senior year sprint. The college entrance examination, a challenge that every student has to face, is imminent.

Late at night, Chu Jiangchen was studying the college entrance examination simulation questions, and vaguely heard the quarrel between his mother and father coming from the living room.

Doesn't Dad rarely come home?

He actually came back today?

Chu Jiangchen was puzzled, walked to the door with light steps, held his breath, and put his ear against the door, trying to hear the conversation in the living room.

"Yes, it's my fault. I admit it. I fired her after that day."

"You don't need to tell me these things. I'm not interested at all. Can you leave now?"

"It's been nine years, Feifei, nine years. You still won't forgive me?"

"Don't call my name. You've said everything you need to say. Go back after you're done. Chenchen is preparing for the college entrance examination and has trouble sleeping. Please speak softly."

"Don't be so cold. I can't stand it. We are husband and wife. Do you understand husband and wife? Every time I come back, you go to sleep in the next room. It's been nine years. For nine years, we haven't been intimate. Every time I come back to this home, I'm scared. Do you know? Do you know how painful it is for me?"

"Pain? Haha, when you're having fun with your secretary in the office, are you also in pain?"

"Do you think I want this? Do you know how obsessed you are? People? When I first got married, I ruined my health. I was afraid that you would look down on me and your disappointed eyes. During that time, I secretly went to many famous doctors to try to solve the problem, but it was useless. Later, I heard about a folk remedy and tried it. Only then did I slowly get better. At that time, the secretary acted frivolous and flirtatious in front of me every day, and I..."

"So you used her to practice, right?"

"I just want to stand up straight in front of you again..."

"Hehe, it seems that your storytelling skills are better than when you were in college. Do you still think I will be as easy to deceive as I was back then? "

"Fei Fei, I am sincere, listen to my explanation. "

"Please keep your voice down! Do you still want to wake up Chenchen and tell him about your unbearable past in person? "

Chu Jiangchen lay by the door, and he could hear the anger in his mother's voice almost bursting through the door.

"I've heard enough. Can you let go of my hand now?"

"Feifei..."

"If it weren't for Chenchen's young age, we should have separated long ago, right? You are the young master of the Chu family. There are so many young and beautiful women around you. There is no need to be humble here. Let's stop here today. That's enough."

Chu Jiangchen held his breath and lay on the door, trying his best to catch every word in the living room, and his palms were sweating.

A long sigh came from the outside of the door, followed by silence. After a moment, Dad's low voice sounded: "I know, but I won't agree to divorce you."

Then, the sound of a door closing broke the short silence.

Chu Jiangchen lay on the bed, his heart was like being struck by thunder, and he couldn't calm down for a long time. It turned out that Mom and Dad had no intimate relationship for so many years.

Mom is so beautiful. As a young woman, doesn't she really feel lonely? A series of complicated thoughts flashed through Chu Jiangchen's mind, and it was difficult to sort out the clues for a while.

He hesitated for a while, and a bold idea came to his mind - to use WeChat to test his mother's attitude. After all, at this time, people are often easily shaken by some warm actions.

He tiptoed back to the bed, picked up the phone, and was about to contact his mother when he didn't expect that she had sent a message first.

"Are you asleep?"

After Lin Feifei sent the message, she stared at the screen of the phone, with a hint of helplessness in her eyes. The indifference and strength she showed in front of her husband just now were actually just a thin disguise. Her heart was already filled with bitterness and loneliness.

"Stay with me."

"I'm here!"

Chu Jiangchen's reply was almost instantaneous, and the simple two words made Lin Feifei slightly stunned.

"What's wrong, Sister Fei? From your tone, it seems that you are not in a good mood. Are you okay? If the sky falls, I will help you carry it in front of you."

Lin Feifei looked at the lines of text on the screen, and the corners of her mouth barely rose, but it revealed a deeper bitterness. The sadness in her heart surged up, and she couldn't even explain why.

Outsider? Stranger? Familiar stranger?

Why did she feel at ease? It was her husband's betrayal that made her understand what it meant to be heartbroken; it was also her husband's indifference that made her gradually numb and indifferent to the trivialities around her. However, the words on the screen at this moment, like a glimmer of light, quietly penetrated into her lonely heart for a long time, making her feel a long-lost touch.

"Have you been thinking about me?"

Chu Jiangchen was stunned and found that his mother was indeed a bit too difficult to deal with. Are all beautiful women so sensitive and smart?

Looking at the message sent by his mother, thinking about how to reply, before Chu Jiangchen could think about it, he received another message from his mother.

"Do you want to have sex with me?"

Lin Feifei didn't know what she was thinking at this time and sent such a sentence.

After years of husband and wife relationship, she has completely understood the thing about feelings.

Life is so long, and you know the ups and downs. Is it worth it to keep your body pure for this man for so many years? I should do as he always says, and find someone who is not annoying to indulge myself. Maybe I should really indulge myself once.

"Don't you always want to sleep with me?" Lin Feifei said again.

"Yes!"

Chu Jiangchen's hands were shaking slightly as he replied.

He hadn't figured out how to comfort his mother yet, and he never expected that his mother would ask him such a question.

Based on this trend, is his mother planning to go to a hotel with him?

No! Go to a hotel with his disguised identity!

Chu Jiangchen didn't know that what he said to his mother on weekdays affected his mother who was in an unstable mood at the moment.

Chapter 3 Ambiguity in the Hotel

"Is it OK? Didn't you always disagree?"

Chu Jiangchen asked cautiously.

"I agree."

Chu Jiangchen's heartbeat quickened, wondering what to do.

If they go directly to the hotel to get a room, wouldn't it be exposed by my mother at once?

What to do?

He was extremely anxious.

It's a rare opportunity, can I just give up?

For a while, he tried hard to think of various solutions in his mind.

Before he could think of a solution, he received a message from his mother.

"I don't want to see your appearance, and I don't want you to see my appearance. I will turn off the lights. I know you want to vent, and I just want to vent. After we make love, it's over. We don't want to enter each other's lives."

Reading his mother's message, Chu Jiangchen could see it completely.

When his mother said Chu Jiangchen wanted to vent, she meant Chu Jiangchen's desire to vent, and her venting referred to her emotions towards worldly feelings.

Not seeing each other, not disturbing each other's lives, is exactly what Chu Jiangchen wants. Chu Jiangchen originally planned to say this, after all, he didn't want his mother to see him, but he wanted to have sex with her.

There is no better way than this. He was still worried that he would not agree to it if he proposed it himself, but he didn't expect his mother to say it first.

This is really great.

Clear the clouds and see the blue sky.

Chu Jiangchen has been using WeChat smurfs to guide his mother to seduce him. He has been chatting for more than a year, but there has been no progress. He found that his mother is much more reserved than the slutty heroines in other pornographic novels. He has been a little exhausted.

I didn't know when I could realize my wish, but I didn't expect that the efforts of more than a year were not in vain.

Can I really get my mother as I wish? !

Chu Jiangchen's mood at this time is difficult to describe in words.

"Okay!" Chu Jiangchen excitedly typed a word, and then sent another message. If he missed the opportunity tonight, he would have no chance in the future. If his mother calmed down and stopped being impulsive, everything would be in vain: "Do you go to find the hotel or should I go?" "I'll go." "Okay! I'll go to K City to find you right away." Chu Jiangchen sent this message to make a complete show, because his mother had always told Chu Jiangchen that it was in K City. "No, I'll send you the location of the hotel after I get there." "Okay!" Chu Jiangchen replied nervously, not daring to say more, for fear of causing trouble. His heart was beating wildly, both expectant and nervous, and he could only pray secretly that his mother would not regret it. Time seemed to be stretched in these few short minutes, and every second seemed particularly tormented. He held the phone tightly, anxious but not daring to urge, fearing that it would be counterproductive. Finally, the sound of a door closing came from outside. Chu Jiangchen was so excited that he almost rolled off the bed. His movements were brisk and cautious. He stepped on the ground barefoot, tiptoed to the balcony, and carefully looked down.

The cold wind blew on the empty streets, and the street lights cast a dim light. Mom was wearing a casual coat and walking alone on the deserted road. Her steps were not fast or slow, but she revealed a distressing loneliness. Her bleak figure seemed particularly thin in the night, as if she had blended into the cold night.

Chu Jiangchen gritted his teeth, and the mobile phone in his hand was almost sweating from his grip. His eyes followed the familiar but distant back, and his heart was full of mixed feelings.

Chu Jiangchen was full of excitement, kneeling on the ground, his hands tightly clasped together, and his eyes closed, constantly praying in a low voice: "Don't change your mind, don't change your mind, please..." Although the voice was light, it revealed a deep sense of uneasiness and piety.

After getting up from the ground, he quietly walked to the balcony, and watched his mother's figure gradually disappear at the end of his sight through the cold and bleak night. She was wearing a casual jacket, and her lonely figure blended into the desolate night. Chu Jiangchen felt mixed emotions, and he couldn't breathe as if a big stone was pressing on his chest.

After returning to the room, he lay down on the bed all of a sudden, but he couldn't calm down. He tossed and turned, staring at the screen of his mobile phone, waiting for the next message to appear. Time seemed to freeze, and every second became unbearable.

Half an hour passed, and the screen of the mobile phone was still maddeningly quiet, without even a notification sound.

Chu Jiangchen repeatedly clicked on the last message sent by his mother, staring at the short few words, and a wave of panic rose in his heart.

"Will there be any accidents?"

Thinking of this, his mind was instantly filled with all kinds of terrifying pictures-the streets were empty in the middle of the night, and the cold wind blew the lonely figure. His mother was so beautiful, would she be targeted by bad guys? What if I meet a pervert or a pervert?

"Fuck, no way! No way?"

He shook his head violently, trying to get rid of these terrible thoughts: "How can there be so many perverts! What am I thinking about?"

But before he could breathe a sigh of relief, another thought came to his mind - maybe my mother regretted it? Did she change her mind halfway and decide to give up this agreement?

"No way, no way! How could something go wrong at this critical moment!"

Chu Jiangchen grabbed his hair anxiously, and the whole person almost collapsed. His mind was in a mess and he couldn't figure out any clues. He stared at the screen of his mobile phone as if he could burn it through, and waited anxiously.

Just when he was about to send a message, the phone suddenly rang with a crisp reminder sound, "Ding Dong", this sound was like a sweet rain after a long drought, instantly breaking his torment.

Chu Jiangchen got up in a hurry and quickly opened the message. A line of simple but extremely exciting words came into his eyes:

"New Town Hotel 8808."

He was stunned for a moment, and then an indescribable emotion surged into his heart. The hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and his heartbeat accelerated like a drum.

Just a few words, but it hit Chu Jiangchen's heart like a raging waterfall, washing away all the anxiety and uneasiness just now.

"Thank God, thank God!"

Chu Jiangchen lost control of his emotions, holding the phone almost crazily, kissing the screen repeatedly with excitement, and kept muttering words of thanks. After a moment, he tried to suppress the ecstasy in his heart, took a deep breath, and calmed himself down.

He quickly turned over and got out of bed, stepped barefoot on the cold floor, and hurriedly searched the closet to pick out a set of clothes that his mother was not familiar with.

"Should I wear sunglasses?" He glanced at the sunglasses on the table and said to himself, "Forget it. It's so dark, I can't see the road clearly with sunglasses. Don't make a fool of myself." As he said that, he threw the sunglasses back on the table, checked his outfit in the mirror again, pulled his hat, and nodded with satisfaction. "It shouldn't be noticeable if I wear it like this. Mom won't recognize me. Okay, that's it!" Chu Jiangchen changed his clothes, lowered the brim of his hat, took a deep breath, and tried to make himself look calmer. But his palms were already covered with a thin layer of sweat, and his heartbeat was so fast that it seemed to burst out of his chest. "This is a key step, and I must not make any mistakes!" He reminded himself secretly, grabbed his mobile phone and put it in his pocket, opened the door lightly, walked out of the house carefully, and disappeared into the night. Chu Jiangchen strolled on the slightly cool road, with a question lingering in his mind: Why did Mom suddenly change her mind? "Is it really God's mercy that he knows I've been waiting for her for so many years? Thank God, thank CCTV..." He couldn't help but mutter to himself, as if looking for some explanation. Then, another question came up and disrupted his thoughts: "Then how can I get in? Knock on the door? Definitely not!" He quickly rejected this idea, and his heart was full of tension and anxiety about it. Chu Jiangchen was distracted all the way, thinking about various possible solutions, but he couldn't find an answer that satisfied him. Gradually, he realized that perhaps the best way was to ask his mother directly. He took out his mobile phone, opened the message box, hesitated for a moment, and decided to send it out: "Do you want to eat something? I'll bring you something on the way." After waiting for a while, the phone vibrated. He looked down and saw that his mother's reply was short and cold: "No." Chu Jiangchen felt a little scared. This concise answer with almost no warmth made him a little stunned. He thought about it and was about to say something, but stopped. He was really a fool at this moment. How could he ask such an idiotic question? Looking at the text message, he suddenly felt a panic in his heart.

"My mother must be in a bad mood now." He said to himself, frowning.

Normally, my mother would never talk to him in such a simple tone. Every communication was a little warm and delicate, but now, this indifference was simply unacceptable.

Chu Jiangchen's heart suddenly tightened, and the original excitement and expectation were suddenly replaced by a sense of uneasiness. He couldn't help but start to doubt whether he could break this indifference and really find the warmth deep in her heart?

"Bring a condom."

A moment later, Lin Feifei sent a message.

Chu Jiangchen saw these words and felt an evil thought in his lower body, rushing into his brain. He was so excited that he couldn't describe it. His heartbeat seemed to miss a beat with these words. He felt that his mind was now full of his naked body, galloping hard on his cold and dignified mother.

A few minutes later, Chu Jiangchen still felt a little dizzy. His fingers gently slid across the screen and finally stopped at the message sent by his mother.

"The room card is under the door. If you can get it, come in. If you can't get it, go back." Seeing this, a trace of confusion flashed through his heart. What is this? Test? Challenge? Or just a temptation? Chu Jiangchen could see from these few short sentences that his mother must be hesitating, and even gave him the right to choose to some extent. She didn't seem to have a clear decision, but was waiting for the arrival of some kind of "fate". The meaning of "let it be" in the words made Chu Jiangchen feel an inexplicable complex emotion in his heart - a feeling of resignation made him a little difficult to accept. He never believed in the so-called "fate". In his opinion, fate should always be in his own hands. Only hard work can change everything. If at this moment, he really can't get the key, it is definitely not the arrangement of fate, but he is not working hard enough and not decisive enough. Chu Jiangchen took a deep breath and made up his mind: no matter what, he would not easily accept his fate and go back to the seemingly simple but powerless road. After buying a box of condoms from the convenience store, Chu Jiangchen hurried to the hotel. At this time, Lin Feifei sat alone in the dark and quiet five-star hotel room, curled up, hugged herself gently, lowered her head, and buried her face between her knees. Her figure was bent, as if trying to hide her sadness and loneliness deeply in this silent darkness. The room was silent, and the empty space seemed to highlight her loneliness and helplessness at the moment. That kind of sadness seemed to permeate from every cell of her, and it was difficult to suppress.

The bed was neatly covered with a clean quilt that the staff had just made up, and the teapot was quietly placed on the table. It seemed that everything seemed so perfect, as if time had stopped at this moment.

However, since Lin Feifei entered the room, she has been almost motionless, with empty eyes, and her mind seems to have long been away from this false comfort and tranquility.

The darkness in the room was so deep that it made people feel suffocated, and she couldn't see her fingers when she stretched out her hand. The silence around her seemed to make her breathless.

Occasionally, a pale moonlight spilled in from the window, softly outlining her lonely figure. The faint light was like a thin thread, gently touching the most vulnerable part of her heart.

Under the moonlight, Lin Feifei's outline was blurred. She looked like a wounded bird, perched alone in this dark corner.

"Am I a bad woman?" Lin Feifei whispered to herself, as if asking herself, or as if murmuring.

"Maybe... yes."

The moonlight quietly sprinkled on Lin Feifei's white and flawless cheeks, and the faint light softly outlined her delicate outline. There was still a line of tears on her face that had not dried up, as if in this quiet night, the tears were still telling some unspeakable pain.

That trace of tears revealed a kind of fragility, as if it was a crack deep in her heart, flowing silently.

Lin Feifei has always faced the ups and downs of life with a calm and composed attitude. Her indifferent attitude seems that no matter what kind of challenge can shake her tenacity. Because of this, people around her always feel her calmness and unreachability, as if she is always out of the picture. However, only in this dark and lonely moment, Lin Feifei can't help but show her fragile side. She hugged herself tightly, her eyes were empty, as if the whole world was isolated from her.

The moonlight sprinkled softly on her body, and at that moment, Lin Feifei seemed to be the most real self, fragile and helpless.

Her loneliness and weakness are particularly conspicuous in this darkness, and the fragility that she doesn't want to be seen makes people feel pity. Her usually calm and ruthless appearance quietly dissolved in this silent night, becoming so fragile, like a flower swaying in the wind, it seems that it may wither at any time.

Lin Feifei was not sure if she was a bad woman. The chaotic thoughts in her mind made it difficult for her to sort out, just like she herself did not understand why she took the initiative to ask to go to the hotel to get a room today.

In fact, she was neither enthusiastic nor repulsive to such things. She did not feel anything special about cheating, but she had been accustomed to being alone for a long time.

Because of this, even when facing the attentiveness of countless suitors during teaching at school, she always chose to coldly refuse.

Perhaps this time was a silent accusation against the world, or perhaps the long-term accumulated emotions finally disturbed her usual calm thinking.

A slight noise suddenly came from the door, interrupting her memories.

Lin Feifei raised her head and looked at the door with a complicated expression. At this moment, she was not even sure what kind of emotion she should face the next thing with.

Chu Jiangchen rushed all the way and finally arrived at the hotel. He paused in front of the hotel gate, adjusted his rapid breathing, and then hurried to the door of his mother's room.

He bent down and began to look for the room card his mother mentioned. His eyes fell on the crack of the door, where the room card was lying quietly. It was a little far inside, so his hand couldn't get in at all. He lowered his head and fiddled with it for a long time, but found that he couldn't get the room card out at all.

Lin Feifei watched this scene for more than half an hour, and couldn't help feeling a little bit amused. In fact, from the moment she heard the sound, she felt a little uneasy and flustered in her heart. Now, seeing that the person outside was still trying foolishly, her mood became more complicated.

The previous bad mood seemed to have eased a little. Although Lin Feifei agreed to open a room, she deliberately put the room card far away from the door. She herself was not sure whether it could be taken if it was placed like that. Now seeing that the person outside had been tossing for a long time and obviously couldn't reach it, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time felt a little fortunate and a little disappointed.

Perhaps, life should be like this, nine out of ten are not satisfactory. This is probably my life. It has always been like this, living alone, closing the door tightly, and not letting anyone in.

Lin Feifei picked up the phone on the table and planned to send him a message. Just as she was editing the good news and preparing to send it, she suddenly heard a slight sound and the door slowly opened.

Lin Feifei looked up in astonishment and hurriedly hid the phone behind her, fearing that the light from the screen would illuminate her and let people outside see her appearance. Her heartbeat accelerated and she was so nervous that she almost jumped out.

She had originally planned to let the other party leave, but she didn't expect this

Chapter 4 Mom blushed

"Thank you for coming out to accompany me so late."

My mother has always given people the impression of being rational and calm. Whether at home or at school, she is always calm and composed, and seems to be able to deal with anything calmly. Her indifference and stability seem to make all the storms have nothing to do with her.

In the eyes of others, she is the kind of woman who is never in a hurry, as if any difficulties or predicaments cannot touch the fluctuations in her heart. She seems to be born to be able to deal with everything calmly, and her rationality makes people dare not approach easily.

However, at this moment today, Chu Jiangchen realized that she also has a fragile side, and even shows that kind of unknown weakness in front of him.

He has never seen his mother show such an expression. At that moment, her eyes revealed a kind of fatigue and helplessness that is not noticed by ordinary people. The seemingly indestructible shell will actually collapse quietly at a special moment.

Chu Jiangchen's heart was filled with complex emotions-both surprise and heartache.

His mother's consistent calmness once made him feel that she was omnipotent, but at this moment, he realized that she would also feel helpless in the face of pressure and loneliness.

Seeing her fragility, Chu Jiangchen realized for the first time that the "strong man" he had always relied on also had moments when she needed to rely on.

Chu Jiangchen had never seen his mother like this. Is this the emotional side of his mother? It makes people want to protect her all the time. His mother's weak appearance is even more fascinating. Isn't that what a woman should be like? She needs a figure to stand in front of her and protect her from wind and rain.

I want to be the man standing in front of my mother.

"No, it's okay, it should be."

Chu Jiangchen thought of himself as tall and majestic, but what he said was a little humble. After all, he was facing his mother, and it was normal to lack confidence.

There was another silent silence, and the room seemed to be filled with heavy air. Lin Feifei remained silent.

She lowered her head, her back looked particularly lonely in the dim moonlight, as if she was waiting for something, perhaps a warm opening, or perhaps just some kind of comfort that she herself didn't know.

Chu Jiangchen's heart was filled with anxiety and helplessness. He felt as if he was standing in front of an insurmountable distance. Every time he faced his mother, he could handle it easily, but he had never encountered such an embarrassing situation. At this moment, he suddenly didn't know how to touch her seemingly strong but fragile heart. He wanted to speak and say something, but the words seemed to be spinning in his throat and couldn't be spit out smoothly.

Chu Jiangchen began to think subconsciously. His mother was usually a dignified and gentle typical intellectual young woman, and today's mother was weak and loving.

Both personalities are so fascinating.

What was it like when my mother and father had sex in their youth?

Would she be like a piece of wood? Or like a slut?

I sincerely thank God for letting me meet my mother when she was the sexiest and most mature. Can I pick it and enjoy this rosy and plump peach?

It seemed like a long time had passed, why didn't my mother say anything? Did she calm down?

No way?

She wouldn't really change her mind, would she?

It had come to this point, if my mother changed her mind, Chu Jiangchen would definitely not dare to force it, not to mention that a forced melon is not sweet, he also couldn't bear to let his mother suffer, what he wanted was his mother's willingness.

Although he was a hungry wolf, he was also a wolf with conscience.

"What are you thinking about? You haven't said anything for so long." Lin Feifei said.

Chu Jiangchen's face was red and his heart was beating fast. He was just thinking about evil thoughts. On the way, he just wanted to take off his pants and have sex with his mother. He didn't expect to chat with her. At this moment, his mind was still hot. He held it in for a long time and said, "I, I bought condoms."

After speaking, Chu Jiangchen's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, thumping, and his cheeks were hot as if on fire. He was afraid that his mother would change her mind, and what he meant was a bit straightforward, that is, he wanted to have sex.

After a moment of silence, Lin Feifei smiled gently and finally broke the silence: "I know." Her tone was calm, but with a hint of inexplicable relief, as if she had finally made a decision. After a moment, she asked again: "Are you thinking that I might regret it?"

Chu Jiangchen was stunned for a moment, then shook his head: "No, I don't think so." He knew that his mother had always been a decisive person, and once she made a decision, she would never look back easily. Lin Feifei's character has always been direct and firm, and she is always rational and decisive when facing problems. Looking ahead and behind has never been her style, let alone her choice. Therefore, Chu Jiangchen also understood that the decisions made by his mother were usually well thought out, but today, he couldn't help but feel a little worried about this decision, fearing that she would change her mind for some reason.

After hearing this, Lin Feifei's eyes flashed with a gentle light. She sighed softly and said softly: "Since you don't think so, can't you sit down and chat with me?" There was a relaxed request in her words, as if she wanted someone to accompany her in this quiet night, even if it was just a simple conversation.

"This..."

Chu Jiangchen was really afraid that he would talk too much and that his mother would recognize his voice.

"Then what to talk about?" Chu Jiangchen hesitated slightly, asking with a hint of ease in his tone.

Lin Feifei looked at him and smiled: "Just tell me about your life. I see you like to talk about these things." Her tone was gentle, with a helpless ease. Usually when chatting on WeChat, Chu Jiangchen always talked a lot, and she listened more. Today, she decided to let go and let him talk by himself.

Seeing that he was still standing at the door, Lin Feifei patted the sofa gently and motioned him to come over: "Come and sit down, don't stand all the time." Her tone was still gentle, but also with a little expectation, hoping that he could relax.

Chu Jiangchen waved his hand and smiled slightly: "No, no, standing up will help me think more clearly. Let me think about what to say." His words were full of refusal and decisiveness, without any hesitation, as if standing up would allow him to think more clearly, and he was unwilling to break the temporary silence.

What a joke, if I stand far away, my mother may not notice it. If I sit next to her and don't have sex, but chat, isn't this playing a joke on my life?

I originally thought it would be great to just take off my clothes and have sex, why would I chat in the dark? I was really afraid that I would make a lot of mistakes if I said too much, and if I accidentally let you know my identity, not only would the show not be able to go on, but something serious might happen.

"Okay, whatever you want."

Seeing that he couldn't hold on, Lin Feifei stopped persuading him. Chu Jiangchen gently raised his collar, wrapped himself tighter with the thin black long windbreaker, and began to think about what to say next. Then, he made up an opening sentence temporarily, and stopped after saying a few words. Lin Feifei asked in confusion: "Do you have a cold? Your voice is a little hoarse, and you don't sound like a person in his twenties."

"I have a slight cold. My throat has been a little itchy these days, so my voice has changed a little."

"Well, take care of yourself, and don't wear too little to look cool. No girl will like a boy who can't even take care of himself."

Chu Jiangchen smiled awkwardly, as an answer: I thought to myself, this atmosphere is not right, I want to make up a story for the whole night, and it will be a fucking joke if I tell it to others. No, no, I have to change my mind.

"Why don't you talk?" Lin Feifei asked curiously.

"I want to change the topic. This topic is a bit embarrassing."

"Well."

Lin Feifei waited quietly.

"Why don't I ask you some questions? It's boring to talk alone."

Chu Jiangchen immediately changed his battle strategy. A smart mother would not give birth to a stupid son.

Lin Feifei didn't know what he was thinking about. After thinking for a while, she said, "Okay, go ahead and ask."

Chu Jiangchen went deeper and deeper, and started his first question.

"What color do you prefer?"

"Black or white, more black," Lin Feifei thought for a while and said, maybe there are only these two colors in her life, either black or white.

Chu Jiangchen is different. He thought a lot in his mind in an instant.

I also like to see you wearing white or black. White T-shirts with tight jeans are casual, tightly wrapping your exquisite figure, like a beautiful angel fallen to the earth. Black fishnet stockings with a short skirt are even better.

Those round and slender thighs.

"Tsk tsk. I like it, hehe."

"What are you laughing at. Is it so funny to like black and white?" Lin Feifei asked curiously.

"No, no, I also like black and white the most, the same preference as my sister, what a coincidence, hehe."

"You are so eloquent." Lin Feifei obviously didn't believe it, and she couldn't guess what was in his mind. She just felt that he was as talkative as when he chatted with her on WeChat. Lin Feifei pulled back her thoughts and said, "Keep asking."

"Well, do you like to keep animals? For example, cats, dogs, and the like."

"I remember I should have told you about this, my family doesn't keep dogs."

Chu Jiangchen thought about it. How could he remember it after chatting on WeChat for so long? He lived with his mother every day, and he knew everything he should and shouldn't know. At this moment, he could only flatter her.

"Well, it seems to be the case. Then why don't you keep it? Don't you like small animals?"

"It's not that I don't like it, I just don't want to keep it." Chu Jiangchen thought about it and didn't ask why, but he didn't like to keep animals either. Girls who keep cats and dogs at home always make Chu Jiangchen feel a little bit thoughtful, with a different taste that makes him uncomfortable.

Chu Jiangchen then asked: "Do you have many friends of the opposite sex?"

"Not many, most of them are colleagues at work, and I think you are the only one who talks more."

Lin Feifei thought seriously for a moment. Apart from teaching and occasionally communicating with colleagues, or some men who continued to show their affection after being rejected by her, she didn't seem to have many familiar people.

And since that party, at the end of the party, several male teachers from other schools began to pursue her crazily. Although they all behaved very decently, this behavior still made Lin Feifei very annoyed. Therefore, she basically declined all non-essential teacher gatherings or group activities. She didn't want to cause herself more trouble.

"I am honored to be your only one."

"Haha, maybe it's because you are thick-skinned." Lin Feifei chuckled.

"Thank you for your compliment. I am honored and grateful. Thank you for my thick skin like a city wall. Otherwise, there would not be the two of us sitting here today, chatting freely, just the two of us, right?" Chu Jiangchen felt that he was getting into the state, and found the feeling of chatting with his mother on WeChat, and started to talk fluently. "I think so." Lin Feifei neither agreed nor disagreed, and gave an ambiguous answer. "Okay, please listen to the next question, which is a bonus question. May I ask..." Chu Jiangchen deliberately prolonged the ending tone to arouse his mother's curiosity. "Excuse me, how many close relationships have you had with the opposite sex in your life?" Chu Jiangchen finished this question and looked at his mother in the dark nervously, not knowing how she would answer him. "Are you curious about this?" Lin Feifei's beautiful mouth corners slightly raised, revealing a cute and playful arc, and asked back. "Don't ask questions, please answer directly." Chu Jiangchen's heartbeat kept accelerating. His mother's answer was always like this, which made Chu Jiangchen's heart hang. It felt like a gentle kitten was teasing his heart.

It was too difficult to deal with. He must calm down and not be too anxious. Just now, he almost followed his mother's topic, and the rhythm that he had established with great difficulty was completely ruined.

The word "yes" kept turning back and forth in Chu Jiangchen's mouth, and he almost said it out.

"One."

Lin Feifei stroked her black and smooth hair with her hands, looked at him with a smile on her lips, and after a moment, she said in a slow but very sure tone.

"It's me!"

Chu Jiangchen's heart suddenly pounded when he heard this answer. Mom has only one man in her life, that is my father? In excitement, he said the first two words and immediately stopped the car. Fortunately, the two words "my father" were not said out.

"You think it's beautiful. Keep asking."

Lin Feifei didn't hear the whole sentence, so naturally she didn't know his real question, and then continued.

Chu Jiangchen took a deep breath, calmed down, and said, "I think it should be your husband."

"Yeah."

"Are you on good terms?"

Chu Jiangchen asked knowingly.

"Are you okay?"

Lin Feifei didn't want to continue talking about this topic, her tone was a little sentimental and casual.

"How often do you have sex, the kind of thing in bed."

"Stop! Refuse to answer."

Lin Feifei didn't expect him to ask such a personal question, her heart suddenly pounded, her face flushed, and as Chu Jiangchen's question escalated, an ambiguous atmosphere gradually spread in the dark room.

"Then I'll change a question. Do you feel lonely and empty occasionally? It's just that I need a man a little bit."

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